ULTIMATE IMPORTANCE « E
EQ INS 4/4 & 11/4 [1015.50]
PROP TAX DUE 4/10 & 12/10
Quarterly Income Taxes: 4/15 • 6/15 • 9/15 • 1/15
usually 1K to IRS & 500 to FTB
GET FORMS ONLINE . . . pub17 the 11th
• monthly bills» 10th • Mid November Distrubution • REG TOY> 7/1
• old webmail pw: MeABassmann [Dreamhost: MeABassmann1A] • NOW We&IBJammin4NuPW
SS Jackie # 443 42 8353 • • • • Chaz # 546 80 3052
MEDICARE • • • J:[old] 1R93-JQ9-DJ15 [new/alt] 4F17-UP5-VH65]
C: 8P09-JA5-VV15 • • • ANTHEM BLUE CROSS
J: JQE 081A76721 ...Group 07MS00 [Plan Med Supp]
C: JQE 610A77712 ...Group CASUPWP0 [Plan F]
VACCINES: ME: COV & FLU & SHINGLES 1&2 [ALL @ CVS]
RSV LAST YEAR, NO NEED NOW
JACKIE: COV, FLU
DILS ARE IN SAFE BOA CV1 CV2
1234 0828 667 4313 0722 7459 9756 4321
5678 0428 902 4388 5761 6688 4604 8765
9876 0829 045 4266 8418 3261 4570 6789
SEE EARLIER SIDE NOTES ON 2024>>>
GNEW YEARS DAY!!
Reneé PAMA Spir Councelor
628 233 7091 to re'sched in Jan
TALKED TO... & KEEP IN TOUCH WITH:
Ron Stanek, Dan Parsons, Dave Rotenberg, Dave Fox, Debbi Landshoff, Beth Delson
Need 2 call Nancy, Carol, Chaz W, Bill K & Cynth, Bruce Jewett, Kevin Borges,
re: NY EVE DRAW DR JAVERBAUM ON TEST RESULTS: SHE NEEDS ENDROCHRONOLOGIST
DR CHAYCHI - NEED REF. WILL BE THERE NEXT TUES? TS4 VERY HI BUT P4 OK UNUSUAL PROBLEM!! [Grace Kim was her endro... still mine 4 diabetes]
but Javer recc'd Chaychi so use her!!
called Dan Carey 603 391 6881
Private PT
J stood up 3x AM & 4x PM!!!
-7X TOTAL !!! better w/heel lift
J needed 2nd sling because of sliding down in recliner - arguement... get walking soon
J DIDN'T HAVE BAD PAIN BUT DIDN'T WANT TO TRY TO STAND...
PAMF/SUTTER HEALTH
PALLEATIVE CARE
650 853 2240
TRANSPORT
4.8/122
ONE ACCESS <<<
(510) 648-2085
we almost used but cancelled 2X
SEQUOIA HOSP
170 Alameda de las Pulgas Redwood City, CA, 94062
J HAD WORST PAIN EVER, NEEDED 2 DILS 2 GABAS 1 DULUX
...finally slept ish
√ CALL Hannah @ SM School ... 714 914 4391 RE wed & CASH
√ Dan Carey 603 391 6881
Private PT
√ 1100 DR BERQUIST eeeek!!!
130 monique -twin pines
mark sommer 650 570 4100 borel ctr
√ RE-ORDER DILAUDID @ TEDS [14] waiting for auth...
send from JAV to Dr Kim's 4J
SEE FRIDAY NOTES >>>
PS4 VERY HI BUT P4 OK - -
UNUSUAL PROBLEM!!
today J seems low cog and hesitant - maybe too much dilaudid ? 3?
new years eve was blood draw-
Dr Chaychi - DR JAV [NEUROLOGIST] RECOMMENDED FOR J'S
ENDROCHRONOLOGIST - this wouldn't account for increased fibro pain?
KIM was j's current endro...
but dr Chaychi is now & will call soon & got Dr Jav's blood test report soon hopefully
√ called Nubia @ dr jav's to get DOCS FAXED 2 Kim/Chaychi
DONATED 55 TO HOUSE DEMS DCCC - TAKE IT BACK W/OPENS FROM RUMP APPOIMNTS YEAH RIGHT SURE THING
called DONNA W/ PATH...
408 593 6114
comes 12:30-1:00 ish
1-130 CP
2:00 - WAS 1:15 2ne 4 Hannah @ SM School ... 714 914 4391 - $230 cash
130 san miguel way san mateo
i need 2 read & do tests 4 dr BERQUIST
HELP 'D MONIQE W/ TV
Lunch w/ Daaaave
1130 el c @ whipple-
burma spice
Dan Carey 603 391 6881
Private PT
8-11 Suzi @ pioneer
got LAND# call from REPUBLIC SERVICES RE J'S RETIREMENT CHECKS FOR SEP NOV DEC JAN BEING UNPAID... CANCELED THEM AND MAKE NEW ... DIRECT DEP THEM
WILL GET LETTER COVERING TODAYS
CHANGES IN 2-3 DAYS 800 664 6129 - 5
TALKED TO MICHAEL J'S SS# 8353
NEED TO FIND OUT IF THIS REPUBLIC
COVERS LORAL OR LOCKHEED
NEW PROB W/ LEGAL AND GENERAL LIFE INS- REALLY A RETIREMENT PAYMENT FOR J'S @ 900+/MO WAS THIS BFI???
PHIL HERE 130
MELE TAKES OFF
QUARTERLY
INCOME TAX
1 - 4 - 6 - 9
J HAS BAD UTI PAIN...
CALLED PATHWAYS THEY WILL CALL
SAT AM WITH ADVICE
NOV 28 WAS E-RING INSTALL
CANCELLED!
LINDA JOHN & LIZ
ARRIVE AT 12- 1230
GOT UQORA OTC UTI PRODUCT
THERE IS A LARGE FOLDER CALLED EDD DOCS IN THIS COMPUTER
DAAAVE RECOMENDED CPA
mark sommer 650 570 4100
borel ctr SM
PATHWAYS MAIN # 888-755-7855
Tracy@Pathways
408 773 4290
initial N :Yosiah
N. Brittany 6-346 0221
OT. RUSTY 6-933 0277
N. HOLLY BERNS
PT. Dan 6 669 9577
J in bad shape - uti etc.
not want all pills... but some
dils dull the pain
AM √ med supply re catheter lidocaine
J needs nurse attn: uti - get sample
call pathways for nurse
Dr Chaychi -????????????????
•RE-ORDER DILAUDID@TEDS
ASK DR BERQ RE PSA TEST
I NEED TO SEE DR NOURI CARDIO
RE FOOT SWELLING & watchman 4 afib
DAVE'S ACCT FROM VACATION
Mark Sommer: 650 570 4100
ORDER REFILLS 4 J & I incl dilaudid
1130-1200 Josiah here CANCELLED!
J to ER
ALSO GET MY GRACE KIM'S LAB ORDER FILLED - EMAIL CAME TODAY 16:56
INCOME TAX DUE
look online 4 quora 4 uti wedge 4 bed
get perscripts from CVS
called palleative Anya's # for dila refill new Rx
DIGNITY Q'S 4 JACKIE for LINDA'S
12:00 LINDA MACKIN
says antihist eye drops are ok & take alt antibiotic till results in
income tax- paid 1/4 est.
ask DR Berquist: results/hosp calls for "KEFLEX"
cranberry pills-quantity NO e ring W/ higher levels
»»»»»»»»»»»»»out?»»»»»»»»»»»»»»
EEEEK have serious symptoms of cold
nose - running-sneezing etc,
took 3 6-5 drops mms & 6
or more nasal saline washes...
WAS WAY BETTER PM!
915 ZOOM ANYA SANDERS
will re- order Dilt
& need to start using Fent25patch!!! maybe >>>
1030 DONNA - PATHWAYS
very helpful... I should get my heart fixed!
called dr berquist at 230
<<<<<<<RE new Rx :?KEFLEX
Guy called 4 2ning
650 787 8300 wcb
»»»»»»»»»»out?»»»»»»»»»»»
• wow this AM my cold seems to have gone? just a little nasal congestion...
• the RX for J [KEFLEX] is coming soon, Dr Berq office wants her to take 1K 2x/day [2x500]as opposed to the ER Dr Lee 500 2x/day... also Linda Makin called to ditto the message then the hosp called and sid update there were 2 pathogens E-COLI & ENTEROCOCCUS so now it's macrobid!!
maybe new Rx KEFLEX -- NOT!!
MACROBID!! arrives!!!?
for uti MACROBID!!
J needs to use Fent25patches!!
UTI MEDS:THE HOSP GAVE HER "CIPRO" INITIALLY, BUT THAT DIDN'T WORK MUCH SO WE USED AN OLD "NITROFURANTOIN" INSTEAD AND IN 2 DAYS THE PAIN WAS 85% GONE... WAITING FOR THE "KEFLEX" TO ARRIVE & WE'LL TAKE THAT of course...
JACKIE'S COGNITION WAS SLOWLY DROPPING... FROM THE FENTANYL 2 DAYS AGO...
I KEPT THINKING I HAD GIVEN HER MORE DILAUDIDS AND FORGOT TO CHART THEM ON THE CALENDAR!!
TO ACCOUNT FOR HER LOW COGN
FORTUNATELY, TODAY I DIDN'T REDO THE Fent25patch!!! REMOVED IT >>>
•RE-ORDER DILAUDID@TEDS
11 AM -ME @ DR BERQUIST
EEEK! I shoulda took a diltiazem or 2
Camera updick OOOOWWW
may hurt for 2 more days...
starting w/ 3 vgs!/mo
starting finasteride
already getting alfuzosin
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
EEEK! FINALLY NOTICED IT WAS THE FENTANYL THAT WAS LOWERING JACKIE'S COGNITION.. IT WAS DOWN TO ≈ 40% TODAY - LET US NOT FORGET!! - SHE HAD A MYSTERIOUS & UNDIAGNOSABLE 100+ DAY MAJOR CEREBRAL COLLAPSE STARTING WITH CEISURES A YEAR AGO AND STILL HAS A VERY COMPROMISED NERVOUS SYSTEM - THE FENTANYL SEEMS TO RE-CREATE THOSE SYMPTOMS... ESPECIALLY COULDN'T ANSWER QUESTIONS... VERY SLEEPY NEEDS WAKE-UP PROMPTING OFTEN
ordered amaz 2 warm white 18" kitchen flourescent lights... maybe tomorrow?
22 . . . MELE AWAY - NITA HERE
HOPEFULLY JACKIE WILL SHOW SOME SIGNS OF RECOVERY TODAY AND TOMORROW > > >
11-12 nurse Donna [pathways] to evaluate re-certification. thinks ok 4 now but an RN will come soon
[in case - we could appeal]
• 28th of jan the case mgr will come
ordered albuterol
- take BP & weight daily
NEED MY LABS 4 DR KIM APT TUES
& GET Dr Berquist labs - use paper copy . . .[was really meant for quest]
•RE-ORDER DILAUDID-TEDS
call Dr B 4 albuterol
TAKE J BP DAILY IF 140'S NEED MEDS
ME TO LAB 12pm
can't get Kim order
need on FRIDAY>>
J VERY LOW COGNITION ALL DAY...
take J - BP & weight - IF 140'S NEED MEDS
√2 PACKS GLOVES AMZ
√12 - 2 PM PURCOR -will bring another station next mo
√4 pairs of TERAISE 6 diopters AMZ ≈ $21 [MAX SIZE]
730 ISH FAST: 4 KIM ORDERS
96 count poise #8 arrives AMZ
HOPE VERY LOW COG
GETS BETTER SOON!!!!
J HAD BIG BM W/ INTRUSION
>>> keep detailed notes on dinners!!
take J - BP & weight daily
CALLED IN RX FOR J ALBUTEROL
CHECK W/ TED'S next wk TO SEE IF DELIVERY WAS REQUESTED
WRONG!! [TOOK 3 WEEKS LATE]... HAVE NEW ONE W/ 3 MORE DOSES @ 1MG !!!
CALLED RX FOR refill OZEMBIC 1MG
too early... THEY NEED AUTHORIZ - MAYBE /NOT ... FEB 14??
take J - BP & weight daily
[SHE'S OFF TILL TUES 28TH]
BUTRANS PATCH MIGHT HELP
5MG - WAIT 24 HRS - WORKS FOR 1 WEEK
[the nasal spray cuts off opiod effects immed]
THERE'S A MAJ DILAUDID SHORTAGE-
they tried a dozen pharmacies - BUT IT'S
ULTIMATELY NOT APPROVED 4 LONG TERM
OUR GP MIGHT HELP - OR PAIN MGMT CLINIC
PAMF IS "PALLEATIVE CARE" NOT PAIN MGMT.
SILK ROAD IS THE LARGEST ILLEGAL DRUG TRANSACTION WHO'S FOUNDER WAS JUST PARDONED BY tRUMP
take J - BP & weight daily
ordering 4 PEPTONIC energy powder for me & J ≈ $184 from ADVANCED NUT - sounded like it would help J
2 NEW PAIN MEDS FOR JACKIE:
TONIX PHARMACEUTICALS
NEW DRUG APP FOR
TONMYA
[TM] FOR FIBROMYALGIA
ALSO NEW NON-OPIOD PAINKILLER:
VERTEX PHARMACEUTICALS
JOURNAVX
SEE AHA NEWS
SCIENTIFIC AMERICAN>>
•RE-ORDER DILAUDID-TEDS?
CALLED IN RX FOR ALBUTEROL
CHECK W/ TED'S TO SEE IF DELIVERY WAS REQUESTED or auto-ship
12:00 RENEé here 4 social/emotional support - J WAS CONSIDERABLY SPACED OUT, COULDN'T HARDLY TALK... A LITTLE BETTER BY 4:OO MAYBE THE NEW NORMAL?
GIVE JACKIE THE NEW IMPROVED FORMULA
» needs ice cream!
take J - BP & weight daily
TOOK HIM ... PHIL'S stint operation
CALL DAVE'S ACCOUNTANT
Mark Sommer: 650 570 4100
DAN PT 4:30
got her up 4x & marching!!
GIVE JACKIE THE NEW IMPROVED FORMULA
» needs ice cream!
1130 Daniel 2 nurse [10!]
650 669 9973 J is kicked off PATHWAYS... but Dr B can get it back..? ? .
3:30 ME dr NOURI @
RE FOOT should i get valve surgery?
what is the % leak of mitral valve?
getting monitor for 1 week & ultrasound on 2/25
BP 107/63 % 212.8 lbs
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
CALL DAVE'S ACCOUNTANT
Mark Sommer: 650 570 4100
GIVE ACKIE THE NEW IMPROVED FORMULA
» needs ice cream!
30
10:00 ANYA J VID APT
J BUTRAN PATCH INSTALLED LFT ARM
dont drink wine!!
1:45 ME @ DR KIM VIDEO APT GOT LABS mon ... notes::
sending me lab papers for the next apt 4/28
WILL PUT ON DOOR!!
labs for today were ok:
MY CHOLESTEROL 137
NOW: MY A1C = 6.3
IT USED TO BE:
5.8 & 5.9 in `23
5.7 in`22
5.1 & 5.4 in `21
[i didn't drink wine much then...]
[Chaz W IS 6.5]
INCOMING!!!! ..........>>TAX
» GET HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
» NEED HELP! « B4 APRIL ««
GIVE JACKIE THE NEW formula
31
I NEED OZEMBIC 1MG DOSE!!!
IT WILL HELP MY A1C!!
NOW...2025: 6.3
tlried to phone/text SEV -
maybe alan choy?
THERE'S A NEW PAIN MED:
JOURNAUX - I called Anya
...
INCOMING!!!! ..........>>TAX
» GET HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
GIVE JACKIE THE NEW IMPROVED FORMULA
» needs ice cream!
1
GIVE JACKIE THE NEW IMPROVED FORMULA
» needs ice cream!
ORDERED 4 PACKS OF NITRILE GLOVES EST DELIVERY MON
INCOMING!!!! ..........>>TAX
» GET HELP! «« B4 APRIL
PAMF/SUTTER HEALTH
PALLEATIVE CARE
650 853 2240
CHAZ W WILD NEW "CARNIVORE NO CARB"
DIET CARNIVORE DIET OR NO CARBS --- NO MIGRANES
WAS DOING KETO AND VEGS..
NOW EATS JUST QUALITY BEEF W/ BUTTER OR PORK OR LAMB CHUCK ROAST USE MINERAL SALT -- CELTIC SALT - MAKES HIS OWN YOGURT
AND ONLY VEG IS ORGAIC CABBAGE
OXALITES CAUSE JOINT PAIN IN SPINACH ALMONDS TEA CHOCOLATE
HAS CHIC BROTH FOR BREAKFAST
HIS A1C IS 6.5 EDGE OF DIABETIC NOW IN LOW 100'S GOES TO 115 AFTER EATING
ONLY DRINK WATER & DECAF ... NO WINE
BEFORE HIS A1C WAS 6.6
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2 NEW PAIN MEDS FOR JACKIE:
TONIX PHARMACEUTICALS
NEW DRUG APP FOR
TONMYA
[TM] FOR FIBROMYALGIA
ALSO NEW NON-OPIOD PAINKILLER:
VERTEX PHARMACEUTICALS
JOURNAVX
SEE AHA NEWS
OR HOW ABOUT PLAIN OLD MOBIC?
12-230 text her for sooner apt-
yam up 2nd 3 years ago [name?]
104 Wycombe Ave SC
[off dartmoth & tierra linda ]
832 545 8260 +25¢ only in tenor
Q230
DONATED 150 TO ACT BLUE 4 HOUSE RACE
CALL BRAD RE DILAU
CALLL PHIL
• • GIVE JACKIE NEW IMPROVED FORMULA
» needs ice cream!
CALL BRAD RE DILAU
CALL PHIL
1230 TUNED CYNTHIA
1825 SEBASTIAN DR BURL
C -250 • • DID 432HZ
- [was sat] - 650 303 8359
CALL DAVE'S ACCOUNTANT
Mark Sommer: 650 570 4100
GIVE JACKIE THE NEW IMPROVED FORMULA???
» needs ice cream!
•RE-ORDER DILAUDID-TEDS
7AM I TOOK MAIN PILLS
9PM ELEQ+
J SEVERLY OUT, ON 1 DIL FOR PAIN
JUST REMOVED THE BUTRAN PATCH, DIDNT HELP PAIN LOWERED COG.
J HAS NEW UTI -TOOK 2
LEFT-OVER MACROBIDS SO FAR - 4 MORE 2GO MAYBE IMPROVMENT???
ask dr BRINSKY RE MORE? TO E.R.?
2 POSSIBLE NEW PAIN MEDS ?
GET HER BACK ON H HEALTH? - NEEDS NEW E-RING IN 3 WEEKS - NEEDS PROLIA INJ NEXT WEEK
I GOT DIA MAYBE FROM FORMULA?
ALSO THREW UP BIG@ 145 PM!
FEEL VERY SHAKY LIKE LOW SUGAR
BUT WAS OK @117
• Ordered $200 of POISE #8 PADS
& 2 collars for M husband ≈$ 60
DAVE'S ACCT
Mark Sommer: 650 570 4100
7 PM I NEED ELIQUIS
took main pills 11PM
930 LINDA MAKIN W/ "HAT" 4 J
-better to use jar against vaj for U capture
J TO HELP ME LAUNCH LAPTOPS 4 TAX
√√TRY TO CAPTURE J U
Phil in bad crash on way 2 ER
car out of commission-- hurt back--
had to deliver home from ER
try mon tue or thurs
Alex Lapidus
299 Stilt Ct FCY
Bald^ 230 me 5 yrs
cash • 650 269 8101
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
PROBS W/ U SAMPLE... DR BRINSKY /LINDA MAKIN - NEVER SENT ORDER TO SEQ LAB...
GOT AT 1130 TO RE ROUTE THRU DR BERQUIST..YES DELIVERED TO THEM AND THEN QUEST ≈ 1230 PROB NOT TILL MON
ask DR BRIN RE REFIL ON ALBUTEROL FOR NEBULIZER & POSSIBLE PAIN MEDS
ALBUTEROL SULFATE 2.5MG/3ML*** 1/22 TEDS!!
held 4 ins prob... so paid $25
NEW RX FOR PAIN:
TONIX PHARMACEUTICALS
"TONMYA" - FIBROMYALGIA
VERTEX PHARMACEUTICALS
"JOURNAVX" - STRONG PAIN
GET PATHWAYS
TO KEN MARTIN DNC CHAIR $110
JACKIE HAS NOW REVERTED BACK TO A NON-COMMUNICATION MODE FROM MONTHS AGO WHERE THERE ARE NO REPLIES TO Q'S ON MOVING, EXERCISING, LET'S DO SOMETHING. ETC...
HOPEFULLY THE UTI IS CAUSE
SHE ISN'T GETTING FENTANYL OR BUTRANS PATCHES CAUSE I WAS AFRAID OF THIS STATE.. SAYS SHE IS FEELING OK
JUST said ok to getting up and trying to march in place~
WAS SOMEWHAT RESPONSIVE & STOOD 2X
√TOOK OZEMBIC 1MG
√ EMILIO CALLED - GET $80 WED.
SEE DETAILS>>>>
√ OOH OOH pathways called!! re apt tomorrow>>
√BRAD & RICK HERE!! got old drum/record stuff
& 2 of my amp/spkr units
Mikey to get some moth spray today!!
√call berquist re capture not strictly sterile and overlook wrong pathogens if possible
√ASK TO GET HH BACK AND ALSO LOW LEVEL ANTIBIOTICS ... NEW APPT TURS!!
[NEXT SCHED MEET-WAS NEXT MARCH]
!! MISSED 2:45 CALL FROM BERQUIST
RE J RX - NOT AT CVS AS OF 7PM. ted's?
MAYBE SHE HAS PORTAL @ DIGNITY?
√called ANYA palleative re getting the NEW pain meds for J...[&DILAUDID?]
"TONMYA" - FOR FIBROMYALGIA
"JOURNAVX" - A NON-OPIOD PAIN MED
& ASKED 4 RETURN WITH PATHWAYS H.H.
650 853 2240
GET TAX HELP! « B4 APRIL
Mark Sommer 650 570 4100 called 2/5
QUOTE 4 THE YEAR [CENTURY?] -7WEEKS
"IT ONLY TOOK 53 DAYS AFTER ELECTION [W/ONLY 30% OF POWER IN REICHSTAG] FOR HITLER TO DESTROY DEMOCRACY IN GERMANY...tRUMP [THE UBER-ACHIEVER]
IS TRYING TO BEAT THAT RECORD"
MELE -BACK & SUN ALSO
1200 Linn Trinh
2615 Hastings belmont
Q: 250 Yam C3
4y ago - 919 272 4603
THE CALL said "spam risk" ....
SO DO ANSWER ALL OF THESE!!
↙↙↙↙↙↙
3:00 Heather from PATHWAYS!!
408 431 4177
FIND OUT ABOUT PUREWICK!!
J WAS NOT HAPPY W/ HER ATTITUDE- I ALMOST LOST THE CHANCE TO GET THEM BACK!!
call 650 269 8101 re wed apt?
NO CARB LIFE -- HE'LL SEND INFO
GIVE IT 90 DAYS - EVENTUALLY CAUSES KETOSIS GIVES CLARITY OF MIND
grass fed beef from costco
cook in beef tallow:
100% wagyu beef tallow
the fat heals - protein repairs eat lots of fat
one vid they mention OXOLATES AND RECC S A MAG GLYINNATE
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TRANSACTION W/ EMILIO ON FRI 1:10 PM
SET FOR ACTION ON MONDAY:
SELL LOOCKHEED 240 SHARES [357 LEFT]
TO GET ≈ 79K FOR NEXT 2+ MO. [AFT TAX]
WILL DEPOSIT TO OUR BANK ON WED.
LEAVING ABOUT ≈ 250 K TOTAL
OR $210 K [AFT TAX] - [TAXES ARE ≈ 25%]
LAST YR LMSC WENT UP ONLY 3%
ALL OTHER EMILIO HOLDINGS ARE GONE!!!
WE STILL HAVE H&R & ?¿
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1100 • CAROLYN appr/ $50
650 380 3217 TXT 635 16th MP
yes,console, do springs in 2 weeks...
TREY NORMAN TO VISIT 3? 330? 4
GREAT TIME!! ?
CALL LEANN?
TONIX PHARMACEUTICALS
NEW DRUG APP FOR ... TONMYA
[TM] FOR FIBROMYALGIA
NON-OPIOD
VERTEX PHARMACEUTICALS
JOURNAVX... AHA NEWS:
SCIENTIFIC AMERICAN>>
10 • MAINS 230 P • take ele: midnite
call phil call pip
POSTPONE
RENéE REMY [PAMF]
628 233 7091 or
650 853 2240
DR BERQUIST ANTIBIOTICS
ongoing perscpt
»BILLS«- BAL=7K!
430-DID Jacklyn in bmt?
TEXT 2616 HALLMARK BELMONT C270
VERY TOUGH UPRIGHT MANY BEATS
turns out KID HAD BEEN POUNDING!!
try mon tue or thurs
how about wed???
Alex Lapidus >>PHONE
299 Stilt Ct FCY
Bald^ 230 me 5 yrs
cash • 650 269 8101
can this ANNUAL WELLNESS BE done video & with nurse?... YES in 2 mo!
XXX J Dr Brinsky & Prolia Inj. WCB :: <:-|> <;-)>
• »:-»
WE CAN GET linda makin HERE > IF WE postpone
FOR 2MO - TO MARCH/APRIL
430 J DR BERQUIST
URI CALM - GOOD
SENDING E-RING RX TO CVS
KEFLEX FOR LONG TERM ANTIBIOT
ECOLI? SHOWS NOW
CRANBERRY WILL HELP
MAYBE LOOK IN BED IN 2 MO LADDER
THEN MAYBE PROPHYL ANTIBIOTICS
METHENAMINE LONG TERM [HIPREX]
2X/DAY
BEST IS KEFLEX -CAN PAUSE IN 2MO
PYRIDIUM TURNS URIN ORANGE
PUREWICK GOOD IDEA CALL
1866 248 1120
-CVS FOR ALL NOW-
GOT 2 DAYS MORE MACROBID
THEN TRY
-METHENAMINE WHEN INFECT GONE
-NEW E-STRING
-FOLLOW UP IN 1 MO
12 «-» ele 1PM (<«-»>) mains 1AM
930 DONNA FROM PATHWAYS
5:00 take monique to ralston vid hme [ALRM=445]
<<
-PAY BILLS
<<- FIND OUT RE
POSTPONE OF J APT
W/ BRINSKY / L MAKIN
> DrB - [last time was nov 28th]
SEND E-[ST]RING NEW RX TO PATHWAYS OR NO INSTALL
CVS - RX's
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
RE INCOME TAX...>>>>
<< CALLED DAVE'S ACCOUNTANT
Mark Sommer: 650 570 4100
called m
<< TRIED TO DONATE ON FIREFOX TO KEVIN BORGES with "GOFUNDME" BUT THE APP WAS CHANGING THE CARD# WHILE I WAS INPUTING
FIND OUT OTHER DISH BONUS
CHANLS @ MYDISH.COM/BONUSVIEW
1-130 doug lunch!! ??? in the rain??
instead of dental nightmare!??
check w/ PATHWAYS IF NEW E-STRING DATE IS CHANGED
(<«-»>) ... «<(•)>»
check w/ PATHWAYS IF NEW E-STRING DATE IS CHANGED
-DONNA WILL CALL?
last dose---
TAKE OZEMBIC 1MG !!!
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
RE INCOME TAX...>>>>
MIKE PITTS RECCOMENDS: SELIGMAN
Byrne, Ron Seligman & Co., Inc.
1700 El Camino Real, STE 506 San Mateo, CA 94402 Phone: (650) 345-8400
I called 855am :: heard from Ron @ 10 :: now I will need 2 send pdf's & other info re 2020
-845- got call from pamf pain mgmt Because no primary care physician there [Sutter] they can't schedule a pain mgmt appt- we need dr Brinsky [Dignity] to get one
NEED Dr Berquist send to Pathways the "order" to install the estring early
[I missed the early 4:00 closing time!!]
Phil has dr nouri at 1:30 [for ?? long]
need PU at 1:00
2220 lake road belmont & walgreens after
bought 2 crazeewear pants tl: $91
... solid brown & grey carbon pattern
used chazonbass ... invoice #AB-34207
MAYBE @ BRADS W/PHIL ??XXX
MESMERIZED BY BRIAN COX VIDEO ON UNIVERSE TIMELINE IN A YEAR
ME maybe feeling sick??? taking MMS--
NOSE WASHES, NAPS... FEELING BETTER IN AFTERNOON
paid Mele 2400 which is 2 days extra [800] needed extra for some bills..
EEK got 1 ALIVE BLUE Hydrogen WATER
yes for only $81!! but wait... there's more ... chazonbass ... order #4B3C035280#
EEK #2 - also got MITOLYN - 3 bottles weight loss & inflation & youth... yeah... chazonbass ... $147 ...order # 7DYCZX3E
-----almost 1 day of nursing?
Elliot Weil, CPA Tax Director elliot@olarry.com 650-345-8400 OLarry | 1700 S El Camino Real #506, San Mateo, CA
HAWLEY WINERY & VINEYARDS 6387 W. Dry Creek Rd. Healdsburg
*** DOUBLE GOLD - 2021 Malbec, Glen Oaks Ranch
GOLD - 2022 Home Blend
GOLD - 2022 Pinot Noir, Oehlman Vineyard
GOLD - Reserve Pinot Noir, Tanuda Ridge
*** GOLD - 2021 Estate Merlot
GOLD - 2023 Rosé of Pinot Noir, Sonoma Coast
THERE IS A LARGE FOLDER CALLED
"EDD DOCS IN THIS COMPUTER
Carolyn next wk 380 3217 text
Jacquelin also need 2ning... 291 4641 txt
PIP LIKES
DR GREENWALD [LOOK UP -PAMF]
GEN: "ESTRACE" ESTRADIOL 0.01% VAG CREAM W/ APPLICATOR INSTAL B4 BED
INJECTED ESTROGEN GEL FOR 12 HRS
WHITE OINTMENT
ANYA CALLED ... MONTHS NOT YET AVAILABLE FOR BOTH MEDS...
HER SUPERVISING MD:
MICHAEL COHN - HE'LL COME OUT SOON
USE BUTRANS OATCH AGAIN
TECH QUESTIONS W/ DARIO- GO OVER THINGS THAT HEAT UP BATTERY- ACTIVITY MONITOR /CPU HIST/... QUIT FIREFOX?
---OTHER WAYS TO SAVE BATT CHARGE?
GET 2 LAPS TO MELD! GET PHOTOS TO CLOUD
---FINDER WINDOW USED TO HAVE MORE LEFT COLUMN LOCATIONS
---CONTROL KEYS TO RESTART/RESET PRAM OR WHATEVER EQUIVALENT NOW
---ADVICE ON SAFARI FROM:
CLEANERONE.TRENDMICRO.COM
CURSOR UI VIEW SERV NOT RESPONDING?
p says take probiotics w/ cranberry
[nature's truth at amazon]
estrogen cream a little goes on the urthera
at bedtime - - -
"estradiol vaginal cream 0.01% unscented"
adlmin w/ finger 2x weekly generic for "estrace vaginal cream 42.5 gm"
prasco /hampton laine
use a little on finger every night on opening of urethera
CAROLYN 650 380 3217 TXT ???
635 16th MP console, springs 2ning
[or next wk] Q 250-270 didn't answer
GET STRINGS 4 PHIL
J COG VERY LOW, UTI STILL BAD!!
TRY TO GET MACRO EA. 8HRS!
CALLED LORRIEANN RE TAX & COMPU
SHE SAID WCB SOON
17 - it's a holiday DUUUUH
"NOT MY PRESIDENTS DAY"
J AGREED TO GO to ER w/ UTI & got rocephin & at home will take cefdinir for 5 days @ 12 hrs
- - - [unlike what was perscribed w/ dr berk - macrobid - didn't work according to ER doc cause it's not strong enough to kill all pathogens, just cripples them but they can still thrive if they use wheelchairs - - WTF!!! 3 weeks of torture?
]
need Dr Berquist send to Pathways "order" to install the estring early
tomorrow's apt w/ Berquist
DIGNITY 18 meds list:
ALFUZOSIN 10 ... ELIQUIS [APIXABAN] 5 ... ATENOLOL 25 ... ATORVASTATIN 20 ... BETAMETHAZONE ... BUPROPION 300 ER ... BUSPIRONE 5 ... CANDESARTAN 16 ... CLOBETASOL ... FARXIGA [DAPAGLIFLOZIN] 10 ... DILTIAZEM 120 ... FAMITODINE 20 ... FEBUXOSTAT 40 ... FINASTRIDE 5 ... FLECAINIDE 50 ... MELOXICAM 15 ... OZEMBIC [SEMAGLUTIDE] 2? 1? ... SILDENAFIL 100
call pathways re E-string...
have dr B fax: 408 730 8715
"attn home health dept"
[called dr B office @230]
Im still fighting nasal cold...
10:45 ME Dr Berquist - ZOOM
ME follow up... STILL LOW PEE?
JUST WAIT FOR 3 mo IMPROVEMENT? FROM ALFUZOSIN & PROSCAR? up ask re saw palmetto >>notes
also contact Dr Kim re parathyroid hormone test - called left mess 240 tues
I'm getting finasteride? eeek!! for prostate shrinkage?? with
side fx like depression/suicide?
CALL: MAYBE TAKE PHIL'S GUITAR
to him for clearifucation
19
12:00 13208 EAST SUNSET DRIVE
LOS ALTOS HILLS ...name??? TXT
404 247 6846
[he moved since last]
chic uprt 1982 very flat 40¢+
432? - $250
..... If raised 440 then maybe ≈100 more [raised $325]
wil need 2nd 2ne 4-8mo exceptional bass &l great overall tone for a freebe PNO
there was a NWFFACIM MEETING W/ THE TUTTLES at that one guy's
new checks arrive from CHASE?
late... cause shawn the sheep was on!!
11AM Path PT ANN here for eval?
called from 408 242 0672
J was VERRRY sleepy, did stand up 30 sec ...
but woke up better by 100 ... not sure why so low? also was crying with very bad leg pains
maybe gether to cooperate later with: income tax and secret data/pw's etc
2 pm ACIM EVENT SEE EMAIL SAT 15TH
>>> Take PJ guitar to him ≈ 3pm
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
get Jackies secret data located and copied!!
1130 nurse noralyn pathways
1PM RENNEE COUNCILOR [Palleative care]
I need to be way less negative...
when she wants to walk...
i say like "let's go for it!!" "Congratulations!", Good Job!"
never use the word "CAN'T"
instead "YOU WILL SOON"
make poster of exercises...
dr Berk - 6 more caps to cvs
go see piano shop
at 1021 washington
650 759 9002 brian F
look for 2021 estate merlot from Hawley wines... see side panel >>>
at the fitness doctor.com ... >>>
1030 1/2 hr chant study w/ phone call
JACKIE STILL HAS:
1. UTI PAIN ... SHOULD BE GONE BY NOW
2. THE PROB OF:
VERY LOW ENERGY...
W/EYES SHUT & NO REPLY
UNLESS I SHOUT "JACKIE"
WHICH IRRITATES HER!!
DOES THIS GO AWAY WHEN THE UTI
IS FURTHER AWAY??
SO COOPERATION W/ EXERCISES IS NOT AVAILABLE YET
a tyrannous emiritus
a scurrilous disinheritance
TO PREVENT "ALIEN MIND CONTROL"
OR EVEN MICROWAVES ... VELOSTAT
8-12 LAYERS SHAPED IN HAT, TAKES 4 HRS
MICHAEL MENKIN - "thought-screen hat"
Dr Berq - new blood test toconfirm low test now better treatment than years ago w/ Dr Hsu might even be covered "Jatenzo" another option is Enclomiphine[sp] also injections & gel for urethera eeek have to be shown in office!! --- also mentioned is FINASTERIDE OR PROPETIA - for hair loss... side effects are loss of sex don't mix w/ diltiazem - depression suicidal thoughts
J SUPER COGNIZANT!! 1-5 AM
Brad &B rick here ≈ 1200ish
DON'T SKIMP ON ALK GROIN SPRAY-
THIS IS NOT RASH HASH HANNAH!!
goes well with BACTINE.. NO BURN!
ALSO EAT BREAD & MELTED BUTTER B4 MMS!!
Went to see Jack for green sups in lRed Shores
FASTING TONIGHT!!
FAST BLOODTEST
•RE-ORDER DILAUDID@TEDS
10:30 Monique to DMV
TECH QUESTIONS 4/ DARIO-
---THINGS THAT HEAT UP BATTERY- ACTIVITY MONITOR /CPU HIST/... QUIT FIREFOX? AM USED TO TELL ME WHICH URL'S WERE TAKING UP MEM. seems like more than usual
---OTHER WAYS TO SAVE BATT CHARGE?
---GET 2 LAPS TO MELD! GET PHOTOS TO CLOUD
---FINDER WINDOW USED TO HAVE MORE LEFT COLUMN LOCATIONS
---WHAT ARE CONTROL KEYS TO REFRESH/RESET PRAM OR WHATEVER IS EQUIVALENT NOW
---ADVICE ON SAFARI FROM:
CLEANERONE.TRENDMICRO.COM [what better advice to use?]
---CURSOR UI VIEW SERV NOT RESPONDING? CPU HIST SHOWS RED
9-11 DAVID @ purcor pest solutions
100 Dr Nouri ME-
stop flecanide 4 afib
got date for TEE & CV
called path re e-string install
Donna tomorrow >>>
& PT ANN CAUFMAN again
BUTRANS patch installed!!
FASTING TONIGHT!!
do bloodtest tomorrow!! >>>
donated 102.53 to NWACCIM thru paypal
w/4570
Transaction ID: 9UY37229EL832824D
donated 200 to "ENVIORNMENT CALIF."
w/ CC 4570 to save bees from destruction
26 - - [NITA]
- - - - LATE W/ MAINS 4AM>>>
830 AM BLOODTEST [in car?]
[4 BERQIST- TSTRN.]
give her a 1/2 dil
1130?
1200 ANN CAUFFMAN PATH PT
100 Britanny E-Str removed old one but installing new was too painful..
650 346 0221 so hopefully try again DONNA is coming tomorrow >>>
MENTIONED TO DR BERQ
J LAST PILL WAS THIS AM -
asked for more dilaudid @ teds
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
TRIM BACK YARD
CLEAN OUT CAR &
XX1100 Brittany again...
J decided NO on eRing
did exers 1,2 5ea
200 Dr Berquist Vid Apt
for J BETTER HYGENE - -START KEFLEX [continual MED 2 STOP UTI]
ALSO :: suppositories can replace ring BUT FALL OUT... INCREASE GABA TO 3X?
DOES EACH NEW UTI LOWER COG MOR??!
YES, get OMNICEF 4 RESERVE /OLLOW UP 1MO
HOPEFULLY WE CAN GET THIS DONE SOON!
CALLED BRITTNY AT 300 LEFT MESG
HOME HEALTH WILL BE SCHEDULED
W/ BRITTANY OR DONNA
[CANCEL?] ATTEMPT Insert of E-ring
repeat every 90 days!??
FOR PAIN CONTROL: 1.5? Dilaudid
[ a half wasn't enough ]
SOME MEDS J HAS ON QUESTIONAIRES
Methenamine belongs to the family of medicines called anti-infectives. It is used to help prevent and treat infections of the urinary tract
Naloxone is a medicine that rapidly reverses an opioid overdose.
Promethazine 4 nausea/vomit
Spironolactone is used in combination with other medicines to treat high blood pressure (hypertension) and heart failure.
maybe see Jack Chang in SM re sups ?
or wait till sun 4 local PU at Red Shores
PIANO JOB CAROLYN
650 380 3217
635 16TH AVE MENLO PARK
SOME KEYS STICK - STORY-CLRK CONSL
est 250 ish springs?
others were: DOUBLE GOLD - 2021 Malbec, Glen Oaks Ranch GOLD - 2022 Home Blend GOLD - 2022 Pinot Noir, Oehlman Vineyard GOLD - Reserve Pinot Noir, Tanuda Ridge GOLD - 2021 Estate Merlot GOLD - 2023 Rosé of Pinot Noir, Sonoma Coast
FITNESS DR.COM... [gimmicky -join now-limited seats, etc-...email on feb 13]
Discover the accelerator to ageless energy using this 1 proven method. Unlock the "Age-Defying" system over 50’s use to feel and look young again without the risk of injury or pain. #1 scientifically proven way to rewind the clock on aging no matter your fitness level or age.
Insert of E-ring repeat every 90 days
went badly on 27th maybe the 29th will be better?
1200 - TO PHILS - ADJUST GUITAR
TO BRADS 2 TEST EQUIPMT BRING KEY AMP? HAD GREAT TIME/ WHY NOT BEFORE NOW??
GOT THERE OFTEN!! MAYBE BRING BETTER BASS PEDAL?
[NITA]
[NITA]
[NITA]
[NITA]
[NITA]
[NITA]
[NITA]
√ Go see Jack for sups in RED W Shores √ for 586.69
√ >>> TOTAL WINE & WOW!!!
2250 Bridgepointe Pkwy
San Mateo, has Cali Red -no-
one 6 for $9.50 but many others
..gal there showed me $5/bottle order online @19crimes.com
i could only fine $15...
look 4 Château Miraval
Brad Peet's wine
ordered 1 amaz window shade here: 5x8ish
3 / 21- 4/11 phone pic
make poster of exercises
√ @ BstBuy
look for adaptor or new thumb drive 4 both types of usb
3 [NITA]
calling PATHWAYS
RE DONNA > E-STRING
12-100 Tyler Yeats
457 Acalanes Dr Sunnyvale Apt 27
he
got a dumped yamaha up sticky keys 408 883 7244
Q 250-300
4 • • BUTRANS? • > anya fri?
√ e-st-ring Brittany...
went GREAAAAAT
1130 DONNA PATHWAYS
SEND JACK PIC OF JACKIE & TONGUE
GET POSTER FROM FEDEX
XXX Annie at pathways PT
fix PJ Guitar
look 4 recording of hologram
J Prolia inj? WED 12TH >[linda makin - DR BRIN] - &
- fosomax? >>VV
√ Palleative [ANYA] increase Butrans
√ look 4 unemployment info
& get taxes to new guy
watched Fractal Videos till 2AM incl Fractal Universe
JUST SENT 38.80 TO NZ FOR NEW MMS KIT - "HEALTHY-ACTION"
check on memory pills-3 quick things that take5 seconds, but hurry the gov is about to shut us down!!
can't find...
Get MMS ready for Mele
Reached out to
10:00 Yoon [nurse from path]
to discharge ...but PT continues...
asked for hospice maybe
[for pain meds]
650 826 4540 . . . 30- min visit
Got call from Shanna McCullegan
possible HOSPICE Intake at Pathways
well contact again next week
? 408 593 6696
2:00 take PJ to walgreens
?? TIME ?? PATHWAYS
NURSE SUNGMI?? PT ANN KAUFMAN??
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
found jpegs for :: 5/22/20 - 6/9/21 - $30,338 ... [05/16/20 ?]
930 ANYA ??? increase Butrans?
XXX Ann Kauffman PT ZPath
wow- tried to get dilaudid online...
COMMUNITYMEDS.COM
maybe a scam...glad i used the wallet card
maybe they get the message and then it's sent... not so easy but looks good-ish...
a guy, DINESH from europe called from
1 786 671 3134 [it says telemarketer]
very hard to understand, but
said I need a vinmo account first then i can get 90 pills for ≈ $600
MAYBE THE 70K SHOULD BE PUT IN SAVINGS IN CASE I GET HACKED NOW THAT IM IN SOME SHADY SITUATIONS
TRIM BACK YARD
CLEAN OUT CAR &
RENEE 130
IN MORNNING GO 2 CHASE...put most of the 70K in savings & move monthly approx ammount to checking from savings
2oo RON SEIGLMAN
TAXES
1700 El Camino Real, Ste 506
San Mateo, CA 94402
(650) 345-8400
found jpegs for :: 5/22/20 - 6/9/21 - $30,338 ... [05/16/20 ?] wil bring on drive & also laptop
need keep on w/ debit card increases
1 Very Important !!!
pain meds are supposedly available easily in Mexico l l [go to Puerto Vayarta not Tjuana]
just go into any pharmacy and ask for it... Leave unopenned for border check, should be ok
2 Considering hospice again for pain meds from here...
3 Set up home health pathways again [
if no hospice] for every 3 mo of E-Ring install. Do the removal on a seperate day
J not doing well - back & other pains
»»»BILLS«««
FIND iNCOME INFO 2020
Call Javerbaum re Sumatriptan
Call Jack Pardeen re J name change
100 John Bard Q240C
66 cedar SC C 240
408 838 1638 AKKKroSoniKKK
»»»BILLS«««
11
Anya Sandsers - Had video meeeting
> J to ER
BAD NAUSEA & 2-3 HOURS VOMITING ...THERE ALL DAY
GOT POWERFUL ANTI-NAUSEA PILLS
HOME AT 5-ISH AMBULANCE BOTH WAYS ...SHE IS SLEEPING
& NOT COMMUNICATIVE... better at 11 pm
got a $5148. bill! - calling AMR about it
• 1045 Dr Berquist ME ZOOM meeting followup ON testerone results
XX XX XX Pick PJ up go to Brad's
9:30-10 Jack Chang $980
FIND √BOOK!!
12:00 Ann K. PT path - [discharging]
√ ordered ozembic
√ look 4 gens. 4 fri>
• find county tax building off ralston
... & get dups of latest tax bill
• Call in FSTV donation
1:30 Linda Mackin dignity health [ from dr brinsky]
» J went from irritable to super loving at 1:00! «
cancelled Masi/me/pj
forgot J antibiotic till 8 AM -next: 6PM
POWER OUTAGE>>
ASK JACK ABOUT ACCUPUNCT NERVE BLOCK FOR UTI PAIN & OTHERS RE GETTING ON COMMODE
LEAVE 1245 FOR DARIO'S TAKE THIS COMP!!
PICK UP AT 400 LEAVE 400 & GO TO: 430 - AAA
RENT the honda 3000 gens $85/day
they know service people GET INFO
6:00 J ANTIBIOTIC
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
PGE CANCELLED OUTAGE
800 - AAA opens 730 -500
has the honda 3000 gens $85/day
San Mateo Lawnmower has our honda gen 3000 for repair
760 So Aphlet Blvd SM
650 348 0359
lunar eclipse
BRAD'S???
13 - 14 - 16 - pro - $1000 ask att
they will give aor a while to transfer
he can do full backup
at apple get unlocked phone
at ATT locked is ok
the 16 has better cam.
16
stop taking atenolol...
start taking sotalol
650 339 2101 Eirene
804 tamarack $200 -
voiceb& 2ne 6b octaves
?? eugene chen [sister]
uprt cost cut <200 cash
under 2 Hr
mostly too loud /harsh
reduce vol
Tammarak SC
WCB
look 4 B OF A RECORDS
CALLED: DR.Brq - UTI/MEDS
DR.Nouri - YES FASTING
100 PM Sequoia admitting
- FASTING FROM MIDNIGHT -
- TEE - TRANS ESOPHOGEAL ECHOCARDIOGRAM
NEED RIDE & HOME
OOH OOH SOO NEED THIS!!
WILL SEE IF I CAN BE CLIPPED!!
WOW WHAT A BREEZE!! DR LARSON REALLY SUCKED AT THIS...
NOURI & HIS NURSES - GRRRREAT!!
[ALSO I MENTIONED CHOKING OVER AND OVER]
AFIB GONE!!???
there's a new apt for me>>?
11:00 √in
11:15 Zoom w/ Dr Brk STILL VERY PAINFUL !!
pernium antibiotic spray?
other technique/solutions to mix antibiotic with pernium spray to stop UTI'S? Prod: Keflex & Methenamine?
Uri-Calm cranberry pills?
outside the box thinking?
Better health givers? these are F's?
See dario re macs
call chron re subscrptn
415-777-7000 - b4 12
a new NOURI apt for me>>?
PROPERTY TAX used BofA visa last dec
tax.smcgov.org
$1722.WITH $40 fee !!
USE CHECKS - when not last minute..FREE!
Brads studio > 2 ish
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
unemployment 1099c's
should arrive in 9 days [2020-2021]
J had 2 much pain & we gave 2 dilaudids- created crisis? Cog way down, even vomiting... needed the ER - use 1/2's now...
J to ER: 330AM to 1030AM
J still not eating...tiny bit of soup
only 2-3 pills
xxxxoops 245 DR BERQ
UROLOGY SEQ clinic me!
maybe find out re J labs?
CALLED DR NOURI RE APT
ask if skip still ok
1200 Jack √left new foods,
130 Renée [office called]
xx 300 Renée
√ UNEMPLOYMENT RECORDS
See dario re macs
call chron re subscrptn
415-777-7000 - √
a new NOURI apt for me?
PROPERTY TAX√
GITTAR STRINGS
donated 110 to DCCC [4570]
MELE WANTS ADVANCE
J MUCH BETTER - ALMOST CAME OUT FOR DINNER
22
BRAD'S STUDIO...>
1030 Aubery NURSE AT
SEQUOIA-recomended
Home Health-
Bay Area
650 590 8300
[650 293 7162
]
J to ER
ROYAL AMBULANCE
JACKIE FELL VERY ILL W/ BACK PAIN , NAUSEA & COGITIVE OUTAGE, [ALL DUE UTI !!]
WENT TO SEQ ER THEY ARE ANALYZING HER UTI AND GETTING IMAGING OF BRAIN, EEG, ETC
ADMITTING TONITE, HOPE IMPROVEMENT...
SHE IS TALKING SOME ANTIBIOTICS
NEW DREAMHOST PANEL PW
Ibjammin2enter#
safari
& firefx now
DR BERQUIST SAYS IT TAKES 72 HRS TO GET UTI DIAGNOSIS
- so
starbucks drink that graduated top-of-class:
SUMA COM LATTé
Sandwich ad... "You've got MAYO"
DON'T EVER USE "QUICK FIX"
IT WILL DOWNLOAD PASSWORDS
11-5 JACK AT RED W SHORES got "RENEW"
J @ sequoia getting better no backpain, cog some improvemt
hope to cure UTI w/aggressive meds
J @ sequoia getting better > prob 1 more day...
See dario re macs
J @ sequoia getting better >
J to home
ROYAL AMBULANCE [WHEELCHAIR VAN]
11-2 Donovans
in 1 week dental apt >>vv
11:oo C Dr Nouri - I'M a MVP candidate for MITRAL-clip -
IF they could be persuaded to allow MUCH too healthy ME to skip the chainsaw operation!!
call fri >>>>
get new Nouri apt in 1 mo.
TOOK PIC OF ROYAL AMBULANCE [WHEELCHAIR VAN] PAYMT OF $99
that got paid somehow...?
KEEP taking LEVAQUIN in PM
930: CALLED DR BERQUIST RE UTI RETURN
at sequoia 22-25th [650 306 1015] katheryn
NOW taking LEVAQUIN
LEVOXYTHYROXIN -
before she was very briefly taking AUGMENTIN
- AMOXYCILLIN -
maybe BOTH? - complete NO NO NO!!
called new: "Home Health Bay Area"
650 590 8300 they will call Dr Berquist ^ also
CALLED 4 APT: HEARING-AIDS 4/7
GENRATOR [ fri 14th] - no el worko bueno
San Mateo Lawnmower [fri 14th]
'repaired" honda gen EU3000is
760 So Aphlet Blvd SM - 650 348 0359
tested battery ? $200-250 oem get battery # on battery - o'reileys - SC ≈$150
Mighty Max Battery YTX9-BS SLA 125.77
"Super start" is charged
the existing batt was probably oki, i just didn't actually try it!!! DUUUUH
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
KEEP taking LEVAQUIN in PM
CALLED... we might want ARMANDO?
650 725 2687 - call: [ADD 2 2 2]
SANDRA CARDOZA [Dr. Rahul Sharma]
RE MITRAL VALVE CLIP CONSULT -
MITRA-CLIP ...
Dr Bahman Nouri -[DIGNITY]
"SEVERE MITRAL VALVE PROLAPSE"
[not MOST VALUABLE PLAYER]
LAST LEVAQUIN in PM
Brad's 2 ish . . PH nosebleed. XXX
fixed frozen pf chiang dinners & Salad
J had expecially bad fibro - needed 1.5
dils««
»•»
TRY:
MOLLY O
at LAUREL & S.C.Ave
their kit closed before 8 on sun
NEXT TO STARBUCKS
(650) 486-1370
fish & chips & irish dishes
...
yes ... terrible phone
OCEANS OYSTER BAR
[new]
2107 Broadway, RWC
I had nausea from the frozen food last nite? yuck!! took one of J's tiny Zofrans - yuck... feel like barfing!!
maybe improvement soon?
J takes 0.o - start low antibiotic
J had chest pain so I cancelled tuning... she was very weak, also 1.5 dilaudid yesterday night
no dilaudid today/tonight!!
TUNE & etc Michael 100 XXX
In MENLO 2505 Alpine - Stanford
650 234 8182 250ish?
sent by Arsha KAVIANI
SENT $110 TO JOSH WEIL IN FL FOR UPCOMING RACE [act blu]
XEliquis
31
hopefully ARMANDO? WCB
650 725 2687 - call: [ADD 2 2 2]
SANDRA CARDOZA
Dr. Rahul Sharma
Dr Bahman Nouri -[DIGNITY] resent Palo Alto clip"SEVERE MITRAL VALVE PROLAPSE"
100 - RN. Aubrey from BAHH
650 293 7162 - setup PT?
7PM Zoom SGI MEETING [email]
dont forget MATT social worker at seq.[ maybe new one from BAHH]
ask
ANYA re Vaj Yeast cream
XEliquiscapture new cuture?? - order goes to sequoia electronically & im dropping off [or maybe a nurse from BAHH?]
for your eyes only 5/10 - 369 2155 - RWC
belmont optique 4.9 /62 - 631 9882 - RLSTN
moderneyes optometry 4.9/46 - 264 8239 BL
hilary chiem 235 9522 - 4.9/81 - SM
cambridge optometry 4.8/96 - 323 6772 - PA
[weil 3.5 /55]
get your fix optics 5/87 415 504 3810 - SM
1020 dr POPE NO Eliquis! FOR 3 DAYS [they have amoxy] - Dr Polk - endodontist BRING CHECK OR CC
235 N San Mateo Dr
[was 2/13 me screwed^ w/ eliquis]
tooth - or consequinces
#28 drill threads 4 implant &
#31 needed extraction
ask ANYA re Vaj Yest cream
CALL DR NOOURI FOR APT IN APRIL
INCOME TAX
» HELP! «« B4 APRIL ««
ask ANYA re Vaj Yeast cream
Amy PT came 650 291 5716
J very out of it
9:00 POWER OUT - 9-2:00
XXX Sherman PT 415 305 6642
J very low cog
called dr Sharma re my heart valve
130 René 628 233 7091
230 ish CAROLYN
635 16th ave MP
650 380 3217 BUZZ? COULDN'T FIND!
... MAYBE THEY CAN?
dont forget MATT social worker at sequoia
O-ZEN-BIC
BRAD & PHIL?
Nurse Anya Sander
PAMF/SUTTER HEALTH
Dr Michael Cohen
PALLEATIVE CARE
650 853 2240
MELE ADVANCES
11.8K
EEEEEKKK!!!!
at 3:30 LMSC was 458.28
last OCT 21 it was 614
604 on OCT 11 - 562 OCT 25
<< FRI - LMSC closed 432.15
down 242
from last OCT 21
it is now 70% of what it was
or down by 30%
4 or 430 ALLISON CHAPMAN
[SOC WORKER BAHH] - 407 618 4305
Nancy Hedley
p-t 4ish -john is there
§ 996 6352 - 875 Partridge Menlo P
Q240C very difficult spinet - i lost track of how to raise pitch and overdid it!! had to redo the tenor
section... in raising pitch only add in the 20% extra - 25 cent rase needs additional 2% or so...
MELE RETURNS?? advances = 1mo.
CALL > ARMANDO? 650 725 2687 [ADD 2 2 2] - [SANDRA CARDOZA]
Dr. Rahul Sharma
I Had a TEE prev dr Larson getting a portal
Dr Bahman Nouri - [DIGNITY] "SEVERE MITRAL VALVE PROLAPSE"
called Dr N: - send nu referral fax to
650 320 9443 - attn dr sharma @ stanford cardiology - somehow they have Jackie under my PH#
120 Dr Rappaport @ Pope's OFFICE
I need to REALLY keep stuff away from 31
for 2 weeks!!!
220 SF AUDIO100 S ELLLSWORTH SM
NU HEARING AIDS
PHONAC INFINIO ADVANCED 70 $6K [PREMIUM 90 $7K]
JABRA ENHANCE 500 $1700
DR JANELY CALDERON - very snotty... look 4 H aids elsewhere ...I asked if some were available now, she said "Maney are not available" ... meaning they have a few, but wasn't sure what Maney meant, asked a couple times
10ish PJ Here 4 repairs
100 - RN. Aubrey from BAHH
650 293 7162 -
she comes for 2 more weeks then maybe get 1 more month? She can administer shingles shots, we need to get them delivered from pharmacy... this also included occ therapy PT and Social worker...
To Brads 4 Recording
[ACT] CALL DR BRINSKY GET SHINGLES SHOT [shingrex]
SENT TO TED'S
NEED NEW IPHONE 16!! B4 THEY GO UP
RE-SCHEDULE ALLISON , SOCIAL WORKER -
, she finally spelled it out for me that way several times like I'm retarded, [what me?] ultimately she meant "MANY" but neglecrted to apologize for her mistake and continued like I was deef!!!!!!! also REFUSED to whisper during the actual demo... buit an impressive product definitely, I need to look it up cheaper!! then ran into angry pedestrian but not fatally... fortunately!!
sell LMT yet?
462 - big comeback??
200 SHERMAN PT [IN]
get the new IPHONE 16
@ RWC ATT
[ACT] SEND
QUARTERLY INCOME TAX
1 - 4 - 6 - 9
»»»& BILLS«««
LOOK 4 ::.::
QUARTERLY STOCKS - H&R - ATT - COM CAST
MAKE COPIES & PUT INTO BILLS
LMT was 466 @10AM - 462 @ 2PM
RETURN IPHONE TO manuel ATT - EEEK!!!
met SCUMSUCKING TWATBAG FROM HELL!!
2:00 Dr Michael Cohen
Palleative PAMF
maybe a purewick at night would help more resting then?
[ACT] SEND
QUARTERLY INCOME TAX
1 - 4 - 6 - 9
»»»& BILLS«««
LOOK 4 ::.::
QUARTERLY STOCKS - H&R - ATT - COM
MAKE COPIES & PUT INTO BILLS
PAID BILLS
MAYBE NEXT WEEK?
closed at 264!!!
[475 X 556 shares
CALL TEDS > VACCINE
CALL AMR > 5K BILL
>> IPHONE TO ATT RWC - & skip chat w/
THE SCUMSUCKING REJECTED EXCREMENT TWATBAG THAT CRAWLED OUT FROM UNDER HELL'S MOST SOUTHERN SHITHOLE AND GOT COVERED WITH AN UNKNOWN SUBSTANCE EVEN MORE VILE!!
& save on manditory 15 week: Full-Body & Major-Organ Deep-Cleansing Intensive Wholeness Spa Restoration Treatments
called Dr Sharma wcb wed. send them Mikey's correct PH #
1200 Michael pn02n
§ 234 8182 $350
went to PayPal
[& Arsha §705]
unachorda & softening?
2505 Alpine Rd MP [2nd 6mo ago]
THE WORST bass strings from china!!
asking 350 prob too little, need paypal..
SHOULDA TURNED IT DOWN!!! exhausted!!
used paypal to collect 350 from Michael McCullough
1200 PT
130 to Brad's
MIKEY - fix CONTACT
send it to Dr Sharma
[(<ACT>)]
SEND OUT
QUARTERLY
INCOME TAX
1 - 4 - 6 - 9
AMAZON & CHASE
ARE ON SAFARI
ON MARCH 21 WE TRANSFERED 50K
TO SAVINGS
ON APR 6 WE TRANSFERED
20K
TO CHECKING
4/7 PAID nita Fonua 13.600.00 in 2 √s
Usual ≈ 6K general expenses
this time Dental 3K [cc]
Nita ≈ 13k ≈ 24k
ON 4/6 we had 250K in Chase
LMSC: [on 10/21/24 HI: 614]
MAR 10: 266K 479 556 Shares
APR 07: 421 G: 3013 [241K]
08: L 443 - G 3038 - -[246K]
--some endings on tarrifs--
09: L 462 - G 3122
-- [256K]
10: L 465 - G 3197 -- [258 K]
11: L 474 - G 3236 -- [264 K]
13: - G 3236
14: L: 472 0% • G: 3225
15: L: 469 0% • G: 3297
16: L: 477 2% • G: 3354
17: L:
new iphone 16
way less than
999
i had a 12
Heard from the guy who got us the dilaudid...short call... Casper WY
307 337 9887 I accidentally called back for 2 sec. a different guy, Phillipino.
called again
MIKEY - CONTACT
#: 707-353-0040
9PM - APPOINTMT W/ JACK?
1/4 INCOME TAX
See Jack 4 sups
mikey moved to gen hospital, had gastric infection
1200 Espen Dahlen
STY M rebuilt in 2024 - voicing softer
est 250-300 >$425!!
1088 foster square lane #406
starbucks parking lot
many B strings needed blue tape!
otherwise great... took long!!
XX 400 ish Social Worker 407 618 4305
willl call me at 3
J very out... maybe too much dilaud?
Pip in relationship chrisis!
CALLED AMR re the 5,148. bill...
800 913 9106 [!! didn't need to call Medicare] ...gave them the Medicare # & Anthem Blue+ # and other B+ plan details... they said they would try to fix & get back to me if/when with further issues...
2:30 - Dr Fiori Temples liquid nitro
M back > 5 Day in hosp [& now has weenie issues]
Sent 1/4 INCOME TAX!!
midnite Sonic Fiber down 30+mins
OX SETUP - LOGIN -
USE FIREFOX
[SAFARI HAS IT IN JACK'S NAME?]
NAILS
GO OVER LAST 2 WEEKS DETAILS!!
IPHONE TURN-IN ?
130 ish Nurse Aubrey BAHH
200 SHERMAN PT GREAT
415 305 6642
Dr Sharma - cardio-
should call soon - send them Mikey's correct #
SEND MMS TO PIP - ?
BOOK CALL W/ REX
[115] - 130 4J Dr Berquist Video apt
CHECK 4 DEP
XXX SHERMAN PT
415 305 6642
10 PM CALL W/ REX
415-940-0687
MEETING for 30 MIN W/ "AUTOPILOT VENTURES"
HAVE NOTE PAD READY - RECORD W/ JACKIE'S PHONE IF NECESSARY
have sign in page ready
& acct # PW etc
LICKWIDATE LOCKHEED ¡¡¡ OOPS GOOD FRIDAY !!!
WHERE IS THAT DARNED TEMPORAL ANOMALY WORMHOLE IN THE SPACE-TIME CONTINUUM WHEN YOU NEED IT???
actually we need a late-model temp. anom. wormhole station-wagon or minivan...
CONTROL KEY 2X DICTATE
xxx 2:40 René 6
holiday!!
MUSIC W/ PJ & BN
√ DEPOSIT $1171
Deposit dates: 19-26-28
ASK ANY OLD GERMAN:
"CAN ELECTING A DERANGED FASCIST DICTATOR SOMETIMES HAVE UNFORSEEN CONSEQUENCES??"
OX SECURITIES ACCT INFO
NEW CATEGORY IN EMAIL: • INVESTMENTS
SEE CI FOR DETAILS
sold 4/21 • 556 [shares] LMT:
@
457 [254.5K]
462 - - [256 K]
474 - - [264 K]
481 - -
[267 K]
462 X A = 256000
NEW I PHONE HAS ASURION PLAN
HELP # IS 888 477 6832
8-12 AM M-F ... 10-10 S-S [ET]
ASURION,COM
WORDS ON DEFECITS/ NATIONAL DEBT
IF REAGAN HADN'T CUT TAXES THE WAY HE DID [WEALTHY/MIDDLE]
WHAT WOULD IT BE NOW?
>> 21 TRILLION
ADD
BUSH'S 2 WARS/TAX CUTS?>> 11 TRILL
>> 32 TRILLION
THEN TRUMP'S TAX CUTS? 5 TRILLION
>> 37 TRILLION
OUR DEBT'S ONLY 36 TRILLION !!
3 REPUBLICANS GAVE THIS TO US,
YET THEY YELL "MUST CUT HELP
FOR POOR & MIDDLE CLASS/ AMERICA"
[6 MO AGO WORTH 25% MORE ≈12K]
NITA'S HELP W/ PAYPAL CASH EXTRACTION
LINKS:
ordered $69 2 reading glasses 8X PP
eyeneeds.com
then ordered 9x - $45 PP
mail us at eyeneedsstore@gmail.com or call us at 609 731 4281.
MARKET OPEN 4/21 @ 630
≈ 8AM SOLD ALL [@457.74]
6 MO AGO WORTH 25% MORE
MAYBE ARMANDO? WCB??
650 725 2687 - call [ADD 222]
3 PM Sherman 415 305 6642
[if open] GET LABS 4 DR KIM VVV THEY SENT PAPERS HERE SEE DOOR!!
< LOCKWIDATED LICKHEED>>>>>
reached 479 @ 8AM !!
[last wk 481 = 266]
GET DENTAL APT
130≈ Nurse Aubrey BAHH
TO BRADS ME singing!!
CALL BERQUIST RE J
90 day FOLLOW-UP APT
TO BRADS ME & PJ
LOOK 4 TREBEH RECORDING
check on E-Ring replacement
GET DENTAL APT
send marji a text
CALL BERQUIST RE J
90 day FOLLOW-UP APT
CONTROL KEY 2X DICTATE Testing, 123
3PM SHERMAN 415 305 6642
CALL BERQUIST RE J
90 day FOLLOW-UP APT
LOOK 4 TREBEH RECORDING
1030 EMILIO CALLS RE 14K MAYBE GOLD?
12 30 René 6
28 233 7091
√ DEPOSIT $3256
MOVED 240K • MINUS TAX: [60K]
20%FED=48K • 5%CAL=12K • [TL 25%]
180K >> TO CHASE • READY ON > 4/23?
• • • • • 180 K INTEREST • • • • •
LO MO. [10%] = 18K - 4.5 TAX = 13.5K
MI MO. [25%] = 45K - 11.3 TX = 33.7K
HI MO. [40%] = 72K - 18.5 TX = 53.5K
• • • • WITH HOME EQUITY 2M • • • •
• • • • • • IN ONE MONTH • • • • • •
LO MO. [10%] = 200K - 50K tx = 150K
MI MO. [25%] = 500K - 125K tx = 375K
HI MO. [40%] = 800K - 200K tx = 600K
AVE ≈ 333K/MO [22%] • X3 MO = 1M
IN 6MO 2M • • • • 4M/YR
145 dr KIM 4 ME virtual
√ DEPOSIT $953
230 Dr Nouri followup
500 Myles TxT §918 2955
2760 Melendy $230 spinet
MAYBE ARMANDO? WCB??
650 725 2687 - call: [ADD 2 2 2]
SANDRA CARDOZA for Dr. Rahul Sharma
Dr Bahman Nouri -[DIGNITY] sent Palo Alto clip"SEVERE MITRAL VALVE PROLAPSE"
300 DR. FIORTI
1045 Dr Berquist Me OFFICE
discuss flow & testosteronew
√ ss DEPOSIT $1171
4:00 Dr Fiori - lower body check
√ ss DEPOSIT $3256
GET BACK ON PATHWAYS
- Insert of estrogen ring
√ DEPOSIT $953
GET BACK ON PATHWAYS
- Insert of estrogen ring
repeat every 90 days!!
ADD DILAUDID 1 TAB
~ 90 MIN B4
<< Insert of E-ring repeat every 90 days
430 dr pope-
dental implant
3 MO ANNIVERSARY OF BRITTANY [PATHWAYS]
INSTALLING THE E-RING
[(<ACT>)]
SEND OUT
1/4 IN. TAX
1 - 4 - 6 - 9
√ DEPOSIT $1171
120 DR BRINSKy
√ DEPOSIT $3256
√ DEPOSIT $953
2PM Echocardiogram 4 Stanford ARMANDO 650 725 2687 [ADD 2 2 2] SANDRA CARDOZA
Dr. Rahul Sharma
REG TOY> 7/1
10 AM Stanford - CARDIOLOGY
ARMANDO 650 725 2687 [ADD 2 2 2]> SANDRA CARDOZA
Dr. Rahul Sharma
7/10 possible pain management apt w/
SUTTER - DR RAYMOND GAETA..
PAMF maybe by zoom?
A KEY question IS RE our primary is with DIGNITY ... maybe using ANYA's DR MICHAEL COHN can create link? they made referral...
long phone conversation with"Genesis"
on 2/13
√ DEPOSIT $1171
√ DEPOSIT $3256
√ DEPOSIT $953
√ DEPOSIT $1171
√ DEPOSIT $3256
√ DEPOSIT $953
Insert of estrogen ring
repeat every 90 days!!
ADD LIDOCAINE - FOR NUMBING OF VAGINAL PROCEDURE
lunar eclipse
[(<ACT>)]
SEND OUT
1/4 IN. TAX
1 - 4 - 6 - 9
√ DEPOSIT $1171
√ DEPOSIT $3256
√ DEPOSIT $953
√ DEPOSIT $1171
√ DEPOSIT $3256
√ DEPOSIT $953
EQ INS [4604] PAY FULL YEAR
MID NOV DIST
√ DEPOSIT $1171
√ DEPOSIT $3256
Insert of estrogen ring
repeat every 90 days!!
ADD LIDOCAINE - FOR NUMBING OF VAGINAL PROCEDURE
√ DEPOSIT $953
PROPERTY TAX
√ DEPOSIT $1171
√ DEPOSIT $3256
√ DEPOSIT $953
••••••••••••••••
A real question from a Trump supporter: ‘Why do liberals think Trump supporters are stupid?’
THE SERIOUS ANSWER: Here’s what the majority of anti-Trump voters honestly feel about Trump supporters en masse:
That when you saw a man who had owned a fraudulent University, intent on scamming poor people, you thought "Fine." (https://www.usatoday.com/.../trump-university.../502387002/)
That when you saw a man who had made it his business practice to stiff his creditors, you said, "Okay." (https://www.thedailybeast.com/trump-hotel-paid-millions...)
That when you heard him proudly brag about his own history of sexual abuse, you said, "No problem." (https://abcnews.go.com/.../list-trumps-accusers.../story...)
That when he made up stories about seeing Muslim-Americans in the thousands cheering the destruction of the World Trade Center, you said, "Not an issue." (https://www.washingtonpost.com/.../donald-trumps.../)
That when you saw him brag that he could shoot a man on Fifth Avenue and you wouldn't care, you exclaimed, "He sure knows me." (https://www.usatoday.com/.../president-donald.../4073405002/)
That when you heard him relating a story of an elderly guest of his country club, an 80-year old man, who fell off a stage and hit his head, to Trump replied: “‘Oh my God, that’s disgusting,’ and I turned away. I couldn’t—you know, he was right in front of me, and I turned away. I didn’t want to touch him. He was bleeding all over the place. And I felt terrible, because it was a beautiful white marble floor, and now it had changed color. Became very red.” You said, "That's cool!" (https://www.gq.com/story/donald-trump-howard-stern-story)
That when you saw him mock the disabled, you thought it was the funniest thing you ever saw. (https://www.nbcnews.com/.../donald-trump-criticized-after...)
That when you heard him brag that he doesn't read books, you said, "Well, who has time?" (https://www.theatlantic.com/.../americas-first.../549794/)
That when the Central Park Five were compensated as innocent men convicted of a crime they didn't commit, and he angrily said that they should still be in prison, you said, "That makes sense." (https://www.usatoday.com/.../what-trump-has.../1501321001/)
That when you heard him tell his supporters to beat up protesters and that he would hire attorneys, you thought, "Yes!" (https://www.latimes.com/.../la-na-trump-campaign-protests...)
That when you heard him tell one rally to confiscate a man's coat before throwing him out into the freezing cold, you said, "What a great guy!" (https://www.independent.co.uk/.../donald-trump-orders...)
That you have watched the parade of neo-Nazis and white supremacists with whom he curries favor, while refusing to condemn outright Nazis, and you have said, "Thumbs up!" (https://www.theatlantic.com/.../why-cant-trump.../567320/)
That you hear him unable to talk to foreign dignitaries without insulting their countries and demanding that they praise his electoral win, you said, "That's the way I want my President to be." (https://www.huffpost.com/.../trump-insult-foreign...)
That you have watched him remove expertise from all layers of government in favor of people who make money off of eliminating protections in the industries they're supposed to be regulating and you have said, "What a genius!" (https://www.politico.com/.../138-trump-policy-changes...)
That you have heard him continue to profit from his businesses, in part by leveraging his position as President, to the point of overcharging the Secret Service for space in the properties he owns, and you have said, "That's smart!" (https://www.usnews.com/.../how-is-donald-trump-profiting...)
That you have heard him say that it was difficult to help Puerto Rico because it was in the middle of water and you have said, "That makes sense." (https://www.washingtonpost.com/.../the-very-big-ocean.../)
That you have seen him start fights with every country from Canada to New Zealand while praising Russia and quote, "falling in love" with the dictator of North Korea, and you have said, "That's statesmanship!" (https://www.cnn.com/.../donald-trump-dictators.../index.html)
That Trump separated children from their families and put them in cages, managed to lose track of 1500 kids, has opened a tent city incarceration camp in the desert in Texas - he explains that they’re just “animals” - and you say, “Well, OK then.” (https://www.nbcnews.com/.../more-5-400-children-split...)
That you have witnessed all the thousand and one other manifestations of corruption and low moral character and outright animalistic rudeness and contempt for you, the working American voter, and you still show up grinning and wearing your MAGA hats and threatening to beat up anybody who says otherwise. (https://www.americanprogress.org/.../confronting-cost.../)
What you don't get, Trump supporters, is that our succumbing to frustration and shaking our heads, thinking of you as stupid, may very well be wrong and unhelpful, but it's also... hear me... charitable.
Because if you're NOT stupid, we must turn to other explanations, and most of them are less flattering.
- Adam-Troy Castro
Hello Technical Support,
We have a complicated problem...
Our URL is www.youtube.com/@pipreynolds
Our Channel ID is: UC2fJXWBo9-ojYiHG6j7-npA
Our User ID is: 2fJXWBo9-ojYiHG6j7-npA
Pip Reynolds and her associates are experiencing a problem with putting our URL into
Routnote to create a channel there to sell our music.
There is a woman on Instagram [and other paces?] also using @pipreynolds
[named Phillipa Reynolds, who actually died in Ireland in June 2014] who is sharing our
@title on her Instagram account.
Can or should we change our URL , and if so, how? -without the risk of losing everything
Also, somehow, there is another YouTube Acct under the name Pip with our identical
content, we may have inadvertantly created this. Can or should we change our URL,
and if so, how? -without the risk of losing everything.
We are very inexperienced
with these matters and need technical help.
Chaz Hawley
WovneWorld
Pietro Labonia
Pip Reynolds
Mar 16 Raj Message: READ IN CODE SECTION
PAUL. Okay. So, I’m putting everything down and joining with y(our) clarity, intention, and guidance . . . not mine. RAJ. Good. When they are one, you are Home. And when they are one consistently, the perfection of everything in its true perspective is inescapable because there is nothing distracting you from it. And that simply means there are no personal idiosyncrasies getting preferential attention from you. The effort is worth it, even though it’s difficult getting to the point of consistency. You are the one who is upset. And you are the one who is upsetting yourself! You can prove this by being willing to consider that “there is another way to look at this”. . . no matter what “this” is . . . and then looking at it differently. In actually doing so, you discover that all of the reactions around whatever “this” is, vanish, setting you free to easily discern how it can be resolved . . . or whether it even needs to be. Here is how it works. If one is feeling vulnerable, he will blame it on someone or something . . . even himself! Everything will become a potential justification for his indignation and his abuse . . . and nothing had better get in the way of his primed volatility! The point is that being upset is always an unforgiving, meaningless, self-righteous state of mind which holds one arrogantly at odds with whatever he gives his valuable Attention to—wasting It on what his private negativity has twisted into a misperception of irrelevancy and unreality while refusing to see What is Really there with his unadulterated Vision. You see? But let’s be clear! Forgiveness is NOT the overlooking of the awfulness of life, nor the bad behavior of one’s fellow man. It is NOT a matter of choosing to allow abuse and then, in humble quiet service to lovelessness, be “lovingly” available for more. No! Forgiveness is the act of abandoning one’s dedication to his “rights of independence”—his dedication to that which he determines makes him absolutely and completely different from his Brother and his Sister . . . and his Father, too. An individual in his own right! Forgiveness is the rediscovery and re-embrace of all-inclusive Love which, in the absence of self-righteous judgment, Knows exactly what to do to heal when it is needed . . . and does it by illuming the integrity of Love—the indivisibility of Brotherhood—which independence had so conscientiously obscured in the name of “individuality.” Forgiveness is the meaning of the words, “looking into your Brother’s eyes and remembering God”—uplifting words which sound quite beautiful. But, when Forgiveness is first attempted . . . when that which Forgiveness TRULY IS, is first attempted . . . it is not obvious that loss will not follow. In fact . . . When privacy is yielding to the Conscious Experience of Being, the “sense of loss of identity” does confront one, and it must be disregarded! Or put another way: When the independent thinker yields to unpremeditated revelation the sense of loss of identity does confront him, and it must be disregarded! The holy instant is not in time or space. It is a divine Intent, in Mind, the purpose of which is to undo the misperception of independence, isolation, and accompanying vulnerability—fear and guilt. The holy instant has no existence separate from Forgiveness, being the means and the Meaning of the restoration of every Holy Son and Daughter of God to his or her right mind. It is the ever-present starting point within each one of you, which is your destination in this journey without distance, and the only thing that will be lost is fear and guilt. Forgiveness and the holy instant are what one is engaging in when he “risks the chance that God is All” by disregarding—making unimportant—the idea of independence in order to discover the undistorted Conscious Experience of Being being restored in him in a floodtide of expansion, no longer to be obscured in any way. Forgiveness is an inside job, and only with me will we be able to look into our brothers’ eyes and remember God, confirming what is of God and healing what is not. Rajpur Kingston, Washington March 16, 2024 P.S. Now, go back and read this over again. This time, substitute the words “being joined with me” every time you see the word Forgiveness, and “not being joined with me” when you see the word unforgiving. Confusion will disappear. I love you.
JACKIE'S CONDITION : POST SURGICAL COGNITIVE DECLINE
GOT ANESTHESIA REPORT - CAN DR BRINSKY GET IT FROM DR JAVERBAUM?
VERY WORRIED SHE IS FAILING AT NURSING HOME...
NOT ADEQUATE ATTENTION... MORE OF A WHAREHOUSING FOR ALSHEIMER'S
SOME PROBLEMS: AT SLEEP OFTEN LOW O2 - LOW 80'2 SOMETIMES 70'S
EATS VERY LITTLE, DRINKS VERY LITTLE - DEHYDRATION?
HARDLY MOVES, HAS NOT ENERGY - WAS A PROB BEFIORE - ATROPHY
ARRIVED ON WED, GOT LITTLE ATTENTION TILL NEXT MON
CAN SAY SS# PH# ETC
CAN'T REMEMBER HAVING DIAPER OFTEN, WANTS TO WALK TO BATHROOM
JACKIE'S SURGERY & ANESTHESIA TIMELINE: [edited for RN Kristin ReidyJULY 12 R KNEE REPLACEMT MAJOR SURGERY -DR DEARBORN . [1st ANESTHESIA]
JULY 15 TO VI - IMPROVEMENT - [3 weeks] . . . NO COGNITION ISSUES
AUG 30 R "MANIPULATION"* . . . . [2nd ANESTHESIA] *THIS BREAKS SCAR TISSUE HAMPERING RANGE OF MOTION
NOV 15 L KNEE REPLACEMT MAJOR SURGERY . [3rd ANESTHESIA]
NOV 18 TO VI - BARELY STANDING . . . . . . . COGNITION 30% [3 days]
NOV 21 FELL - BRUISED LEG ... GOT FLU 2X . . . . . WAS THERE FOR [6 weeks]
DEC 29 TO HOME - COGNITION OK - WALKING MINIMAL . [12 days]
JAN 9 LAST DAY AT HOME - COGNITION OK - WALKING MINIMAL
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
JAN 10 L KNEE "MANIPULATION" -DR DEARBORN [4th ANESTHESIA] AFTER WAKING COGNITION WAS 60%
JUST BARELY ABLE TO GET INTO CAR IN FREMONT & UNABLE TO STAND ONCE AT HOME COGNITION FALLING TO 30&
JAN 10 BY AMBULANCE TO SEQUOIA . . . . . .[7 days] . . . .COGNITION ≈ 30 went up to 70% ...DISCHARGED
JAN 17 TO ATHERTON PARK . . .[9 days] . . .COGNITION 70% FELL TO 30% ...COULD STILL SAY A FEW THINGS
JAN 26 FRIDAY BACK TO SEQUOIA . . COGNITION 30% FELL TO 10%
ASTONISHINGLY They couldn't find anything significant in her testing results to qualify her for admission!!
*** I HAD TO BEG THE ER DOC NOT TO JUST SEND HER RIGHT BACK TO ATHERTON PARK NURSING HOME!!
JAN 27 EEG SCAN SHOWS SEIZURES ...STARTED ANTI-SEIZURE MED COGNITION 0%
JAN 28 EEG SCAN SHOWS SEIZURES ...STARTED 2ND ANTI-SEIZURE MED
JAN 29-31 EEG SHOWS FEW/NO SEIZURES ... STILL NON-RESPONSIVE . . . COGNITION 0%
FEB 1 OPENED EYES BRIEFLY ...REDUCE MEDS ...KIDNEY'S CONDITION? - MOVED HER TO ICU ...INTUBATION BEGINS
FEB 5 EYES OPENED SOME & ATTENTION TO ME SEEMED HAPPENING... SOME MOVEMENT & GENERAL EYE OPENINGS
DRAIN CLEARING ADVICE W/ STRONG CHEMICALS:
Related
What drain cleaner works better than Drano?
Betsy Megas beat me to it as far as the BEST method goes. Removing the blockage physically is the best way to do this. It is safe, effective and provided you can reach the blockage, your efforts cannot be resisted.
However, if you want to use a chemical method, these are the two best ways. BE WARNED; these are both dangerous, precisely because they are very effective.
Either use 30% by weight Sodium Hydroxide pellets with 70% water. Mix in a bucket by putting the water in first and then add the Sodium Hydroxide, slowly and carefully. This reaction will generate a lot of heat. Mix with a plastic stirrer. Don’t get any on yourself! Allow it to cool, then pour into the sink, slowly.
Or use the nuclear option! 90% Sulphuric acid. This is so heavy that it will sink under the water to the bottom. Pour very slowly, or the heat generated by the reaction (same as the version above) may melt the plastic pipework. It will dissolve ANYTHING that is not plastic, ceramic or glass. Nothing resists this. Ever.
I do need to repeat myself about safety precautions; anything that dissolves blockages at this speed will dissolve you. Your entire body, if you let it.
UPCOMING APTS:
DR KIM me JAN 11 @ 1030
Jan 4 2:00 Dr Nouri ???
Mar 27 @230 Dr Nouri
DW zoom:
splat minus/equal
» UL
UL
TIMATE IMPORTANCE «
EQ INS 4/4 & 11/4 [1015.50]
PROP TAX DUE 4/10 & 12/10
quarterly income taxes due:
4/15 • 6/15 • 9/15 • 1/15
usually 1K to IRS & 500 to FTB
pub17
the 11th • monthly bills» 10th
• Mid November = distrubution
REG TOYO: 7/1 REG HOND 3/1
I can wait, not a problem, and hopefully your wife recovers well from the surgery. If you could find some time between Tuesday Nov 28 to Fri Dec 1 that would be great. You can let me know by email or call me at 650-839-3845. Thanks, Dmitri On Mon, Nov 20, 2023 at 4:45 PM
"Attaining Buddhahood in This Lifetime" (October Living Buddhism p36+37)
10//11 (Wed) 7pm - 7:45pm Domei Daimoku Toso (from home).
10/21 (Sat) 11am District Discussion @ Koji's 1430 Gordon St., #E, Redwood City CA
"Learning From the Afterword to the New Human Revolution"
(October Living Buddhism p38+39)
10/30 (Mon) 7pm District Planning On Zoom
See "Cynthia's Zoom Link" below
Join Zoom Meeting
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7:00 pm Welcome: and Introduction of Study Topic: "Living the Noblest Life Possible as a Human Being". May Living Buddhism pp36-37... Cynthial 7:05 pm Presentations: Bill & Kathy (with experiences). 7:20 pm Break-out room Discussion 7:40 pm Open Sharing (everyone) 7:55 pm Announcements and closing PLEASE READ THE MATERIAL IN THE MAY 2023 LIVING BUDDHISM ON PAGES 36 AND 37. Questions for discussion: 1) Taking initiative fills us "with joy and and upsurge of energy." How does practicing Buddhism help you advance with joy? 2) What goals do you want to accomplish this month?
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So assuming the piano was tuned to 440hz in the last few years, and wasn't below 438hz it would take me about 2 hours to do a top notch job and I could do it for 220.
If it's been 10-20-30 years since the last tuning and it went super flat then that could take considerably more time.
[I actually get a lot these situations!]
If you called me when you could play a few notes over the phone I could analyze the pitches and give you a better estimate. Call me at 650 438 8334
Thanks, Chaz
or...
I'm asking 220 these days and always spend a little over 2 hours. Assuming there's no extra issues.
A common issue when a piano is fairly new and didn't get tuned for a few years, when all the notes have gone somewhat or considerably flat.
That calls for a more complicated, almost double tuning. And that could take longer but usually no more than an extra half hour. [maybe $50?]
You could call me and play a few notes so I can analyze them to determine if there are pitch issues and to what degree. [A=440hz].
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Those critics he must now confront?
So easy! just keep on repeating "It's a Which Hunt!"
Too bad the timing is slowing down his criming
Really want to make him smile?
Send a really big cake with a file
Gonna be predicted. he’s gonna be convicted.
Wanna really help him cope, don’t send money,
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light up the cigars
soon he's gonna stay
right in the grey bar of it
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We want to wake up in a country
where justice rules
And find democracy's won
over criminal fools
These red state tools ...[mules?]
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in old New York
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— THIS IS WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT — ~~~~ A Course in Miracles introduces the radical idea that Man’s function is that of “co-creator with God,” clearly expressing the idea that God and Man are inseparable, are indeed One, and yet somehow discrete, one from the other. The question is, in practical terms, what does this mean? It means that Creation is the divine capacity of Mind to reflect back upon Itself, causing the experience of Self-Awareness. It can only be described as a co-creative process which requires the total freedom of Free Will . . . and is inseparable from you as the Conscious Experience of Being. Why is this important? Because it is hard to relate to what it means, and yet it is a central point in A Course in Miracles. It is important because it seems to be a spiritual theory, instead of something which everyone is suffering from the ignorance of. Just sit with that for a moment. Why is it important? Because even though it is a central point in A Course in Miracles, it is hard to relate to what it means. It is important because it seems to be a spiritual theory, instead of something which everyone is suffering from the ignorance of and therefore requires attention. So, here’s the way it works: When Free Will is absent, co-creation is impossible. In It’s place is pure, unadulterated narcissism: The addictive preoccupation with “oneself” which is mistakenly believed to be the only meaning there is of “selfhood.” And this tiny, exclusiveness is what The Fall was all about! In Biblical terms, the Fall occurred when two joined together in an act of independence from Their Source, becoming preoccupied with a new-found tiny sense of “self.” And, in the insecurity of this now ungrounded frame of mind, they inadvertently became consumed by guilt and fear, suddenly becoming defended and at odds with everything—including the one with whom they had joined in getting the divorce from God. This was an illegitimate and artificial imposition upon the Holy Sons and Daughters of God that never really happened, and is a constant call for correction. This is why it is so important. You see? Now, here is the truth! It is an absolute fact that co-operation (which is the correction to the imposition), can only occur in the environment of Free Will. Co-operation is another word for co-creation. And it is inseparable from omnipotence, omnipresence and omniscience—the indivisible singularities of That which is All-Knowing, All-Presence, and All-Wise. God being All. Be alert now for the lingering influence of memory. Everyone is conditioned to interpret what I’m sharing as the provision of new learning materials—data, facts, tools—for coming to new conclusions, new decisions and new actions in the world. I’m not! I am inviting the shift of Attention from those overt actions of mind to the subtler, more profound nature of experience! And this is the critical point! I am not talking about facts to be learned, memorized, and incorporated into a body of “understanding” which will be useful in controlling life better. Indeed, even though A Course in Miracles is identified as an educational document, it is not about facts with which to modernize one’s mind, and therefore his life. No! It’s about learning to pay Attention! As an experience, it can be put this way: How many times have you lost something and searched and searched for it, only to finally give up, stop looking for it, and suddenly realize that you’re looking right at it and hadn’t seen it? You might even have involuntarily blurted out, “Oh, my God! There it is!” Likewise, it’s not inconsequential that the description of Creation in the first chapter of the Bible does not say that “God saw everything that He had made and . . . ho-hum . . . it was okay.” No! It says, “God saw everything that He had made, and BEHOLD! It was VERY GOOD.” Creation is a Beholding! A Discovery! And therefore co-creation is that same Beholding. That same Discovery! But how? In consonance with the statement, “God is my strength. Vision is His gift to me,” yesterday’s Lesson states: “Above all else, I want to see.” And then today’s Lesson illuminates it further: “Above all else, I want to see things differently.” Indeed! A shift of Attention! A willing abandonment of whatever you have been conditioned to see. And then tomorrow’s Lesson #29: “God is in everything I see.” “The idea for today explains why you can see all purpose in anything. It explains why nothing is separate, by itself or in itself. And it explains why nothing you see means anything. In fact, it explains every idea we have used thus far, and al subsequent ones as well. Today’s idea is the whole basis for vision. “You will probably find this idea very difficult to grasp at this point. You may find it silly, irreverent, senseless, funny and even objectionable. Certainly God is not in a table, for example, as you see it. Yet we emphasized yesterday that a table shares the purpose of the universe. And what shares the purpose of the universe shares the purpose of its Creator. “Try then, today, to begin to learn how to look on all things with love, appreciation and open-mindedness. You do not see them now. Would you know what is in them? Nothing is as it appears to you. Its holy purpose stands beyond your little range. When vision has shown you the holiness that lights up the world, you will understand today’s idea perfectly. And you will not understand how you could ever have found it difficult.” [My underlining] Yes! When the experience of Vision is had, when the A-ha! occurs, when the light bulb of recognition illuminates your Being and holiness is experienced, Love is experienced, instead of words and definitions and things, you will be experiencing the Atonement. You will be experiencing It right here in the world that has been lit up by holiness . . . not as the result of the rehearsal or application of positive thinking, but in the innocence of humble, quiet but vibrant Attention—the bringing of curiosity into play, rather than doubt or confidence. This is what it’s all about! Rajpur Kingston, Washington January 28, 2024
POST TRUTH POST:
. . . The Post-Truth Era
Is Truth important any more? Is It now passé? Was It ever really valid? Or was It simply a useful concept like those of “reason” and “logic” with which to manipulate and finesse one another into some sense of harmony that would otherwise be unavailable in the “structureless chaotic nature” of being?
Has Truth been nothing more than imagination brought to bear upon disorder, suggesting the presence of principles and therefore of structure or stability which provided comfort even though they were imaginations? In the “Post-Truth Era,” are we just now discovering the unnerving fact that there is no Truth?
So it would seem.
The idea that whatever is said, if said confidently and often enough, can be safely believed and relied upon requires the suspension of common sense. In that state of suspension, illusion becomes an involving alluring substitute for Reality, and in that state of suspension Reality becomes an unwelcome intruder, disturbing the continuity and attractive nature of the illusion, disallowing for communication with anyone who is not participating in the illusion and causing the loss of friends or communication with family members who have suddenly become strangers because their perception of Truth has changed.
To be sure, the suspension of common sense on the basis of faith in the words of another is not always a result of coercion. It is often engaged in as an escape from things difficult to deal with or an avoidance of self-responsibility. The point is that no matter what the reason, “suspending common sense” results in suspending Truth.
It is Truth which allows for the distinction to be made between Reality and unreality, right and wrong, honesty and dishonesty, and the reason is that Truth is the measure of things. It is not only important and valid, It is absolute! It is like light. You bring darkness to it and the light discloses that darkness is not there. You bring illusions to Truth and Truth discloses that they are not there.
Truth is absolutely dominant, and is the measure which, because It is unchangeable, discloses no disease where disease had seemed to be, no misunderstanding where misunderstanding had seemed to be, and life where death had seemed so imminent and real.
There is no post-Truth era, unless one wants a justification for being dishonest, ill, hateful, prejudiced, and on and on. Talk about the
Post-Truth Era enough and you may find others willing to suspend common sense as well, and confirm it—not just as an idea, but as a behavior! But it doesn’t make any of it real, and it does make those joining in it deluded.
In the Post-Truth Era, Truth is not particularly popular or valuable or valued. Personal opinions are. Mutual agreements and mutual disagreements and the negotiations which lie therein are more highly valued than the two-step, the holy instant, the act which asks of Truth, “What is Truth?” and then gives voice to the Voice for Truth.
Truth is what the lie is a substitute for.
Love is what hate is the call for.
And Reality is what illusion is the distortion of.
There is much grief, sadness, anger and disillusionment being felt presently, and the primary reason is that it is demoralizing for the repeated practice of lying, of misrepresentation, of vacillating from one position to another, to be engaged in as though it’s nothing more than a way of communicating—senseless though it might be. It is demoralizing for Truth to be misrepresented as meaningless—or as meaning whatever you choose it to be at any given time.
If you are experiencing these feelings, it means you have taken the bait and are doubting Truth, doubting Its absoluteness, doubting that It is the absolute measure of all things, reporting the presence of God there, there, there, and over there. It means that you have been finessed into the belief that the meaninglessness of Truth is holding sway and may be lost forever. That is dispiriting!
You may feel all alone in your awareness that Truth is still real and valuable, that it is Truth Which gives Meaning to everything, to all that God is being (and He is being All), but you may rest assured that even in your apparent aloneness, you are anchored in Reality, in Sanity, and are being the Measure that those who have suspended common sense—abandoned Truth—will use to make their way back into the conscious experience of what Reality is. Patience and forbearance will see you through.
Personhood or Brotherhood
What will provide you with this patience and forbearance is understanding what causes the loss of the capacity to distinguish Truth from illusion, and it’s quite simple.
In the mutual agreement of two Sons and/or Daughters of God to get a divorce from their Father by choosing to define Creation in their “own” creative ways, they simply substituted “thinking” for “attention.” Instead of being the observing of Creation with the Father and confirming it as the Father’s—performing their Function as co-creators with God—they stopped giving their attention to Creation with Him and began “thinking” of new definitions to apply to the constantly forthcoming manifestation of the Movement of the Mind of God so that they might have the audacity to confirm it as theirs.
What they didn’t realize was that they were establishing a sense of “personhood” that they would have to fill with personal preferences, perspectives and goals which would form a persona—a definition of themselves which they would have to interminably midwife anew into the world, having forgotten that their identity was already forever unchangeably established in the Mind of God. And so it is today.
Put another way, they created egos for themselves and for each other. In this way, instead of providing themselves with incredible freedom of self-expression and authority, they actually adopted an imprisoning form of privacy—an unconsciousness of the infinite perspective which was theirs by Birthright—functioning rather like a black hole, irresistably pulling the experience of Being down into an experience of “becoming,” and therefore one of eternal dissatisfaction. And so it is today.
This irresistable lure to give birth to an ever-improved persona caused the process of creating and negotiating new mutual agreements to become one of pure competition, and the only tools available to be used were the two unexpected elements that came into play at the time of the separation . . . which were Fear and Guilt. And so it is today.
Now, Fear and Guilt, as an everpresent frame of mind, coupled with Fear and Guilt as the only means of accomplishing anything in relationships, is an unnatural condition, and no matter how skillful one may have become in “forcing” a peaceful arrangement of people and things, anger resides just below the surface. One’s divine Sanity remains, whether one is behaving insanely or not, and does not allow for peace when one is insisting upon being a persona—when one is out of his right Mind.
This anger is a wake-up call. It says, “Notice how you’re using your Mind!” It is a call for the holy instant. It is a call for Brotherhood instead of personhood—a call for joining with your fellowman after first joining with the Father and undoing the divorce, the separation. In fact, it must be done for your fellowman, else one is still serving person-hood.
But, when one is caught up in a sense of a private mind, separate and apart from his brother, it’s tricky! The anger is projected out onto the world and his fellowman, and they are the cause of his distress—not him and his poor use of his Mind. Missing the cue, he walks around like a live grenade, ready to blow, but intent on not blowing by using fear and guilt to manipulate everyone and everything by the sheer force of his will.
Although the undercurrent of anger doesn’t keep one from distinguishing Truth from illusion, it causes one to opt for illusion because it seems that is the only thing one can control. But here’s the problem. If the anger is aroused, if there is a rabblerouser or warmonger whose rhetoric inflames one’s anger, discernment becomes impaired, the tares and wheat become indistinguishable, and one trusts the untrustworthy. Anger unchecked causes loss of communication with those who recognize Truth, with those who are trustworthy.
When you understand this, you understand what you can and cannot do, and you don’t attempt the impossible. Those who cannot distinguish Truth from illusion, who have spiraled down from Being to “becoming” and have succumbed to anger motivations, require sober observation and prayer. Healing is needed. But until healing is asked for, until healing is wanted, there is nothing you can do except to watch carefully to see that they bring no harm to either of you.
The rift seen in so many places on your globe represents the prevailing extremity of fear and the incredibly imbalanced ethic of taking care of Number One, and it represents the willingness to override brotherly love for the sake of self-protection.
In the presence of fear aroused to the level of anger—gladly expressed as further division and separation of the Brotherhood, of mankind—it requires the peace-mongers who are not as loud and fiery to stand with patience and forbearance, unmoved in the inner experience of the fact that this is not a Post-Truth Era, that Truth is valid, is important, is not passé, and then share that Knowing which is forthcoming with those who are asking, those who do want to know, those who do want peace, those who are willing to do the work of shifting their allegiance from personhood to Brotherhood.
The Correction of Sickness and Sin
There is an important learning in this: The correction of sin is different from the correction of sickness. Why? Because sin is an act of will, consciously engaged in, while sickness is a belief entertained as a result of the ignorance of Truth. The sick are healed, whereas the sinner is reformed. And the reformation of the sinner is always the evidence of the decision to abandon self-will. This decision cannot be done for the “sinner” by another, while it can be done for the sick by one bearing witness to his divinity.
It may be your clear experience that when you listen for the Voice for Truth on behalf of another there is a change which occurs—healing takes place. And logic may tell you that this must apply to every situation. But when willfulness is exercised for purposes of control and abuse, when dishonesty is practiced for purposes of misleading another for one’s personal gain or to take advantage of him, more is called for than witnessing for the holiness of the one being willful.
There is a reason for the existence of the word “repent.” It is because correction—the healing of the “sinner”—will not be effected by simply loving him as God’s self-expression. It is embodied in the words, “Go, and sin no more.” Reformation—changed behavior as the result of a change of heart and mind—is not only essential to the healing of the sinner, it is the healing. This is why I said, “until healing is asked for, until healing is wanted, there is nothing you can do.” The difference between the sick and the sinning is that the sick want healing, while the sinner wants nothing to interfere with his independent self-centered authority—his persona.
When one loses a sense of distinction between the ego and the Son of God, he must understand that a correction is needed. He must revisit the moment when a grievance became righteous anger, opening a doorway to confusion—shifting from Brotherhood to personhood. When a lie is still being superimposed on the mind of humanity, it is still a time to be vigilant, and the lie is that man has a mind of his own located in his body and supported by the belief that he is a body—the basis of personhood.
You cannot accept the ego as the Son of God. Real change is when you are no longer accepting that the ego is the authorizer and can coexist as the sidekick with the Son of God. The difference between the belief that man is God and the truth that God is all there is to man—the Son of God—must be reckoned with.
The Son of God is not a lie and his innocence is preserved by what the Father is being. Let your prayer be, “I simply would not have it otherwise. Thank you, Father, that wholeness is mine, for me and my brother.”
And the suspension of common sense ends!
Rajpur
Kingston, Washington
January 12, 201
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