break here
                   
   
  SPACER SPACER SPACER SPACER SPACER SPACER SPACER SPACER  
 
 

mmmm

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


JAN

  2024    
2024

ULTIMATE IMPORTANCE « EQ INS 4/4 & 11/4 [1015.50] PROP TAX DUE 4/10 & 12/10
Quarterly income taxes due: 4/15 • 6/15 • 9/15 • 1/15 usually 1K to IRS & 500 to FTB
GET FORMS ONLINE . . . pub17 the 11th • monthly bills» 10th • Mid November Distrubution
REG TOY> 7/1 • REG HON> 3/1
• NU webmail pw: MeABassmann [Dreamhost: MeABassmann1A]
Jackie # 443 42 8353 • • • • Chaz # 546 80 3052
MEDICARE • • • J:[old] 1R93-JQ9-DJ15 [new/alt] 4F17-UP5-VH65]
C: 8P09-JA5-VV15 • • • ANTHEM BLUE CROSS
J: JQE 081A76721 ...Group 07MS00 [Plan Med Supp]
C: JQE610A77712 ...Group CASUPWP0 [Plan F]

WORK AROUND FOR CALENDAR UPLOAD SNAFU - SUDDENLY IT WOULDN'T OVERWRITE -
SO SAVED AS CALA, UPLOADED, DELETED CAL, CHANGED CALA TO CAL, UPLOAD OK > DETAILS
suddenly today I am being denied "overwrite Permission"
Actual Message:

Fetch could not put “calendar.html” because the FTP server encountered an error accessing a file or folder.
Server responded: “calendar.html: Overwrite permission denied”

COULDN'T GET SUPPORT FROM DERAMHOST, figured it out!!
 

JAN

Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
   
1
G N U
 Y R Z
D A Y
2
215 DR DEARBORN


L leg hamstring slightly bad



call mosquito abatement
650 344 8592

Get Betamethazone & Dr Fiori Apt

3

moved AAA bellcam email to "Significant"

ordered betameth & candysar
ordered keeley compressor

B.A. DAY?

TRIPPED & TORE RT
HAMSTRING
not L this time
also ..........
fighting a cold 4 mms & Nasal wash

4
teresa 1130-12

Me fighting cold

another mms & Nasal wash
Ordered smart wallet comes 1/16

2:00 Dr Nouri J
video!! ??
didn't happen

5
Donovans
11-1


Check CVS 4 dilaudid


R Hamstring better
6 buy oxy gen
get grab bars 4 shower
SPACER
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
   

7
J stop elequis

 

8
J AMB RIDE V-SEQ
? what 4? $829.52

Injured my R Hamstring

1200 Dr Brinsky
Video --J's malaises
Ask re new weight loss meds
heart hurts?
super tired.

XXX00 Adam

someday get A1C test
9 Call Infusion Center

1200 NURSE 4J teresa

420 me dr brinsky
therapy & ex 4 Rt Hamstring

J Manipulation >>
they will Call

Piano job ...Anne ?? [jan 21]••right!••
tried 2 call 1/4...NA
669 269 9672
555 el camino
10
awake @ 403AM
Get J 2 car 430
drive @ 445
530AM
DAY OF REGRET
J Manipulation
IN Fremont


230 J Dr Sab phone


J VERY WEAK & COGNITIVE DECLINE Called 911
couldn't stand at home
to SEQUOIA

get keeley compressor
11
1030 KIM me

Call Bill in late AM
Bill here at 330?

J COGNITIVE DECLINE ~~~
@ Sequoia
12
1200 NURSE T 4J

300 ADAM

J COGNITIVE DECLINE~~~
@ Sequoia
low point?
no birthday

STARTED 9429
$54/mo to Biden act blue
13
J COGNITIVE DECLINE~~~
@ Sequoia

hopefully better

CONTACT DAVID PENEZ
THINK ABOUT UCSF
FOR J PAIN SPECIALIST

Linda's fave podcasts
SPACER
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
   
14
J COG DECLINE
WAY IMPROVED
Knows Birthday !!

hope to continue W/ HH
15- - - IRS 1000 & FTB 500 - - -
J
COG DECLINE RETURNS 50%
J Energy very low
Dr Pusateri @ SEQ.
recommends
Dr Franklyn Perry
for pain mgmt

16
J COG DECLINE RETURNS 50%
NEXT TO last day at SEQ....... to ATH >>




nose chartreuse snot..
17
J -ATHERTON HECKHOLE

? zoom 7 pm


Ask 4 DIL refill


J NEEDS PROLIA INJECTION
ASAP good luck...


nose chartreuse snot..
18
JOHN BUD RECCOMENDS:
4 HOME CARE ... LELANI
650 771 469
J COG TEST: ADDR BDAY OK
USE IPHONE ... SOSO
teeth brushing poor




nose chartreuse snot...
I took MMS 4.5 drops 1015 pm
19
J NOT BETTER...
doesn't know how 2 wash teeth !!
started ensure


was due the 15th:

- - - IRS 1000
- - - FTB 500
done today!!

20
DAY 10 & J NOT DOING BETTER!!

STILL knows bday
wanted to stay slunk in bed

ordered tray/table @ amazon
&77=
THINK ABOUT UCSF
FOR J PAIN SPECIALIST

CALL LESLIR @ DR BRINSKY'S FOR APT 4 J WHEN RELEASED FROM ATH

Menu Ideas ...Get :
Colslaw
SPACER
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
   
21
Start J REPORT IN RED
cognition way down
back to a few words, confusion

More notes on monday: >>>>> ::>-
Ate a little lunch & din & a little boost
but pretty out of it in evening
w/ dilaudid
asked if could brush teeth, no reply
HELL TO CHANGE DIAPER!!
22
j ate a little chicken
met W/ case mgr Kyle
said Dr Jamali will come wed
and make apt w/ jaberbaum
Cog better, maybe 50%?
did 3 stands ≈ 30 sec ea
Called 4 dr Brinsky...??
said someone kicked her?
@2:00 measured 88 A

23



I Started antibiotics 4 sinuses


expect bedside tray table
$77 AMAZON
24
PT @ 145
Cogn ≈ 50% ..
.forgot 212100 code

ROOM CHANGE > 327
AROUND CORNER, DOWN HALL, AWAY FROM GRUNT GUY
PT only got her seated on bed
TO HELL HOLE DEAF LADY W/ BLASTING
TV
25
PT @ 2

mostly neglect, cognition worse,

I took afib pills @4

J Could say somethings
26
J - back 2 SEQUOIA
Called Dr Brinsky I need more pills...
& talked to med asst 30 min re J's condition...WCB???
See points below:



PT @ 2??
27
J GOT CATSCAN & EEG

COGNITIVE WAY DOWN..20%?
by midnight 0%
NOT ABLE TO DRINK DOESN'T TIP GLASS ENOUGH
Discovered seizures
nurse said she'll tell Dr Javerbaum
l

DISCOVERED ITALIAN DRESSING GOOD ON FISH IF NO LEMON LIKE COD SPACER
28
Dr Jav showed in AM
2nd EEG showed seizures still added 2nd drug
gave her adavan to sleep all aft & eve

Mike Pitts @ 3 - watched playoff ... 49ers won!! went over some papers, get EMILIO mon & iron out titles
29
CONTACTED EMILIO JOHANSEN WCB 2MO
MRI showed no prob
3rd EEG .. quiet this time
STILL OUT BUT MOVES/CRIES
with applied small pain
Jr jav assistant Dr came @ 730pm i mentioned 1970 seisures he said this could take a week or so ... no worries yet!
30
800AM Me Dr Le ZOOM
they called @7!!

ORDERED ADVANCED MEMORY $159 - 4 BOTTLES

J moved hands some
31
J still out!
EEG SHOWED SMALL WAVES


NOW THAT JACKIE IS IN RED... PIANO JOBS BUDDAH BLUE...
≈2:00 irene wu
14122 Amherst Ct
L A Hlls, C250
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
THINK ABOUT UCSF
FOR J PAIN SPECIALIST
SPACER
JAN

JACKIE'S CONDITION : POST SURGICAL COGNITIVE DECLINE
GOT ANESTHESIA REPORT - CAN DR BRINSKY GET IT FROM DR JAVERBAUM?

VERY WORRIED SHE IS FAILING AT NURSING HOME...
NOT ADEQUATE ATTENTION... MORE OF A WHAREHOUSING FOR ALSHEIMER'S

SOME PROBLEMS: AT SLEEP OFTEN LOW O2 - LOW 80'2 SOMETIMES 70'S
EATS VERY LITTLE, DRINKS VERY LITTLE - DEHYDRATION?
HARDLY MOVES, HAS NO ENERGY - WAS A PROB BEFIORE - ATROPHY

ARRIVED ON WED, GOT LITTLE ATTENTION TILL NEXT MON

CAN SAY SS# PH# ETC ...CAN'T REMEMBER HAVING DIAPER OFTEN, WANTS TO WALK TO BATHROOM ... now saturday: no name


ASK DR JAVERBAUM IF HE HAS SCEEN THE NEUROLOGY REPORT ... ASK HIM WHAT MIGHT HAVE CAUSED THE SEIZURES ALSO MENTION THE SEIZURES HSE HAD IN THE 1970'S ...FOCAL SEIZURES?? GENERALIZED CEIZURES? ..WHICH HEMISHERE? .. FOCAL TO BILATERAL?? TONIC - CLONIC?? FOCAL CAN INVOLVE AURAS... FOCAL CAN INVOLVE LOSS OF AWARENESS...WHAT LOCATION IN BRAIN...WHICH HEMISPHERE .. CLEVELAND CLINIC ARTICLE>>>
what drug sedative was given, aderal?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


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HEALTH CARE @ RANCHO SAN ANTONIO ...CUPERTINO
HOME CARE • JOHN BBUDRICK'S • TONGANS . .
. [$25/HR?]
CALL LELANI 650 771 4609
                                          JACKIE'S SURGERY & ANESTHESIA TIMELINE: <more detail at bottom>

JULY 12 R KNEE REPLACE SURGERY . . . . . . [1st ANESTHESIA]
JULY 15 TO VI - IMPROVEMENT - [3 weeks]
AUG 30 R MANIPULATION . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [2nd ANESTHESIA]
NOV 15 L KNEE REPLACE SURGERY . . [3rd ANESTHESIA] . . COGNITION 30%
NOV 18 TO VI - BARELY STANDING . . . . . . . COGNITION 30% [3 days]
NOV 21 FELL - BRUISED LEG ... GOT FLU 2X . . . . . THERE FOR [6 weeks]
DEC 29 TO HOME - COGN. OK - MINIMAL WALKING . . . . . . . . [12 days]
JAN 9 AT HOME - COGN. OK BUT MUCH PAIN
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
JAN 10 L MANIPULATION DR DEARBORN [4th ANESTHESIA]
JUST BARELY ABLE TO GET INTO CAR IN FREMONT
UNABLE TO STAND ONCE AT HOME - called 911

JAN 10 TO SEQUOIA . . . . . . . . . . . . . .COGN ≈ 50-70% [7 days] DISCHARGED
JAN 17 TO ATHERTON PARK . . . . . . . .COGN ≈ 70-30% [9 days]
JAN 26 FRIDAY BACK TO SEQUOIA . . COGN ≈ 30-0%
[I HAD TO BEG THE ER DOC NOT TO SEND HER BACK TO Atherton N.H.]
JAN 27 EEG SCAN SHOWS SEISURES ...STARTED ANTI-SEIZURE MED
JAN 28 EEG SCAN SHOWS SEISURES ...STARTED 2ND ANTI-SEIZURE MED
JAN 29-31 EEG SHOWS FEW/NO SIEZURES ..SOME COUGHING .. STILL NON-RESPONSIVE
FEB 1 OPENED EYES BRIEFLY ...REDUCE MEDS ...KIDNEYS CONDITION? ...INTUBATION BEGINS
FEB 5 EYES OPENED SOME & ATTENTION TO ME SEEMED HAPPENING...

≈≈ JOHN BBUDRICK'S ≈≈
TONGANS FOR HOME CARE
CALL LELANI 650 771 4609
 
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
1
J openned eyes briefly--just blank stare...

Lien 330

when I returned:
IN AFTERNOON...
TO ICU
& INTUBATION
breathing w/ great difficulty
they didn't think she would last the night!!


2
J INTUBATED
3
unconscious 1 week
J INTUBATED day 2

  SPACER
4
J INTUBATED

DONATED 250 TO NWFFACIM [9429]
5
7 days seizures medicated
J INTUBATED
J OPENED EYES SOME AND
SEEMED TO HEAR ME TALK & THE EEG SHOWED BIGGER WAVES
6 • [paid bills]
SEE J IN AM

100 PHIL & BRAD
HERE?


700 zoom study
7
J starts infection w/ isolation

130-330 Xiao 650 215 3738
To Fremont
3064 Wolf Ct
Nu Yam Up -35¢ - C270



PGE GETS PAYMT 446.74
8
JACKIE still not awake!!!!
opens eye much of time
looks sideways...
INTUBATED 1 WEEK!!!
HAS IPHONE W/ 50'S MUSIC
eyes opened widelooks left
blinking in PM each second
9
J had MRI yesterday ... will know results after 1pm
still asleep... another EEG...
10
J UNCONSCIOUS
2 WEEKS!!!
moved to CCU

THINK ABOUT UCSF
FOR J PAIN SPECIALIST
SPACER
11

12
14 days seizures medicated

10:00 zoom apt w/ brinski
sinus almost ok.. skipped it

j had diHrrah from antibiotics

Tuning in Hillsboro 240C
915 La Senda - Bosendorfer!

moved to 2124 CCU
missed mon EEG

13
J EEG

100 back to Hillsboro - squeak
YIKES THE BITCH STIFFED ME!!!! LIKE A JACK SQUEAK WAS CAUSED BY MY SUPERIOR TUNING!! WTF!! never got their name but will enter #SORRY IVE RETIRED#
14
J EEG

Valentines Day

j opened eyes but no looking
another week to awaken?

SINCE JAN 20:
Sequoia 7 days
Atherton 9 days
Sequoia 20 days
INCLUDE: ICU 9 days intubat
Jan 27 Seizures discovered
Jan 29 Seizures medicated
seizures over? - 17 days
3 days since Extubation
15
11:30 Dr Lusardi
fixed my front 2th


need to sign conasent 4 J feeding tube -to allow the removal of nasal line
0/Low Cognition day 19
BUT...I CALLED HER NAME & SHE LOOKED AT ME FOR A MINUTE OR SO @ 3:30 EYES WANDERED... DR KAWAII CAME ≈ 5 AND SHOOK/CALLED TO HER SHE SEEMED AWARE...
16
2:00 Lynn [me b4?]
650 307 4444 . . ?$200C
needed the $20 discount!!
625 Darrell Rd Hillsboro

17
1:00 Robbin Smolen
2 TREBLE STRINGS!!!
2035 Dublin Way SM
Kawai Gnd 200 + 220 ish

C450
Low Cognition 3 WEEKS

WOW!!!
JACKIE SAID SOME THINGS!!
& KNEW WHO I WAS!!!
I SAID "JACKIE" AS USUAL
...SHE SAID WHAT?!!!!!
SHE KNEW ME, COMPLIED WITH INHALATION THERAPY
DUUUUUUUUUUH!

SONY WIRELESS HEADPHONE "PARING MODE" WITH IPHONE:
IN SETTINGS > BLUETOOTH
OPEN... LOOK FOR DEVICES
FIND: WH-2000XM5
CHOOSE "CONNECT"
SPACER
18
JACKIE SO FAR 8-9AM SLEEPING
& breath thearapy
not very cognizant
19
21 days seizures medicated

JACKIE MORE INTERACTION!
CAN ANSWER MAYBE 2 THINGS, THEN DRIFTS
15-30 MIN AGAIN
MOVED RT HAND SOME

LOOK >4> SPECIAL PLYERS

20
FASTING!!!
Go to lab 2 SEQUOIA 4 fri>>

100 ish ANNE [2021]
510 Alberta Ave Sunnyvale
actually behind at: 520
669 269 9672 TEXT Q 250 C
someone else tuned it since me... the worst ever !!!!

PJ Surgery

21
Waiting at hosp 9 AM on hopeing to see Dr Adsumilli

2:00 ish 421 Hamilton Ave, Menlo Park -Steven Rhodes C 240 - no bearing, funky
650-260-5618
22
Dr said she has autoimmune encephalitis.. steriods?

LION'S ROAR CHANTING!!
< I OK'D Nursing Homes with Sequoia discharge gal:
PA SUB ACUTE 5*
THE VILLAS 4*.
MT VIEW HEALTH 4* [called]
SUNNYVALE POST ACUTE 4*
23
J understood my longer situation explanation noonish . was out 6pm aft jam

DR J CAME 545P NEXT MOVE: STANFORD 4 PLASMA PHERISIS, HIGH STEROIDS & IV IMMUNE GOBULANT ... soon?

1030 Dr Kim zoom EEEEK!
A1C is 6.1!! -
threatenned arm knob sensor

200 PJ @ Rat's 4 Amp pickup
4024 Allah Meddah
GRRRREAT JAM!!!

24
J .[now 3%]
1 MO low /no cognitiion!!!


Start 2 glasses H2O in AM
avoid arm knob sensor!!!!



Call 440 552 5899
RWC cust- get pitch give Q

DOUG SAYS KIRO
DR KEN THOMAS'S BROTHER IS A HAND EXPERT!!

SPACER
25
2 glasses H2O in AM
avoid arm knob sensor!!!!

26
Dr Nouri re diltiazem?


2 glasses H2O in AM
avoid arm knob sensor!!!!


CALL BACK KIRO KEN THOMAS IN PACIFICA & bro 738 2225
also eddie harrow they called fri 43o
LAPTOP DIED
27
2 glasses H2O in AM
avoid arm knob sensor!!!!


28
1040 Z00M DR BRINSKI
RE JURY

1200? text cust
440 552 5899
RWC -50¢ Q 220-250
29
8-12 DONOVANS

100 LAUREN & JJ
440 552 5899
35 JETER ST
RWC
-50¢ Q 220-250
Friday
Saturday
  SPACER
JAN
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
1 2   SPACER
3 4
TINA WANG 1:00 220-240
355 PHELPS ST SC C250
714 398 5872
quite new & horribly out!!

Got new laptop but no
working fetch
5
J still @ 5% cognitn
move 2 UCSF if bed available
6
J may move 2 UCSF
sudden rash! ...... was saying oh-ow ...then said "elbow" when I asked what's hurting!!
better communication with knods, even "no"
...maybe cog is 7% 10%? seems to understand more


LOOK 4 DR BRINSKY JURY NOTE

700 ZOOM STUDY MEETING
7
PJ trip to Cupertino

J had steroids

8
J had better cognition in AM said "I LOVE YOU" & more
not so much in afternoon

later pulled out feeding tube
eeeeeek!!

got old macbook back!!
fixed fetch on dreamhost site

LOOK 4 DR BRINSKY JURY NOTE
9 fix fetch PW's: @ Dreamhost:
Websites/
SFTP Users & Files
bassmann at bottom
change PW button on right
only one field
pedagogical is there also
others are moot
new bassmann PW is
ibjammin4updates

also chase chaz9900 new PW:
Webeajammer4$

all done at hospital incl APW/CI address entered there

CHANGE ALL TONIGHT!!
SPACER
10
J was better i held her hand
maybe 10% cog? SAID SOME WORDS
11
fixed $700 ambulance bill...
Dr Tene? MEDICARE # CONFUSION... MAYBE FIXED
Dr J to try to try Stanford or UCSF 2ND OPINION
NEED DIAGNOSIS!!
j very distant
12
SUFELOW CAME @ 1:00
UCSF MAYBE SOON
Nancy visited

430 MASI * $240
13
Now unclear if UCSF is an option? Pam says Rituximab looks good...
Hope to see Javerbaum
called Dearborn again re anesthesia name no luck

Phil comes by ≈ 2:00 ish
14
Dr Negativity said JACKIE is scheduled for 2nd opin. @ UC but prob not happening, low priority... Starting
Rituximab today, hoping that's a game changer!!! [too many game samers!!]
will have consults over weekend
called Griselle again 4 info
big peeled area 4" around anus & 1 lesion @ 12:00
15
ordered Nutreance Memory Pills + anxiety
pills... details in ichaz cal 109.85
Jackie scheduled for Retuximab tomorrow
PRAYING THAT HELPS!!
16
Jackie was scheduled 4 Retuximab after 7
Dr Jav came @530!
THEN...J SUDDENLY SENT TO UCSF!!
  SPACER
17
J at UCSF!!!

St Patrick's Day

cancelled jam at St James w/ P&B
18
PJ & BN Music

call 855 305 3914 re BFI pension "Joint & Survivor"
& what percent?
Precriptions??>>
19
Nutreance pills arrive? -->?
Maybe fix my brain!!

call 855 305 3914 re BFI pension "Joint & Survivor"
& what percent?
20

Went to UCSF
21
Ratboy ....... Cometh 9-12
will bring more traps soon

PJ & BN 130-500
22
150 to FSTV - double match

123O TONY JOHNSON
1001 DRAKE AV BURLINGAME
650 576 5763 C220



23

TO UCSF
J said I LOVE YOU
Midnite = 1 W Anniv of J's vacation at UCSF
WHEN J GETS DISCHARGED FROM UCSF DR BRINSKY NEEDS A CALL 650 596 7000 SPACER
24
EEEEK!!!!!
COVID STRIKES JACKIE!!!

XXX 4:00 jam at St James w/P&B

TAKE • MMS
NOW FOR THE OPPOSITE REASON ... TESTED + J ON:
REMDESIVIR
maybe me + ???

25 ...DAY 9 @ UCSF
DISCHARGE MAYBE TUES >>

EEEEK!!!!!
COVID STRIKES ME!!!!!
POSITIVELY - no symptoms
NOT WELCOME @ UCSF!!!
must keep secret!!!
AM TESTED POS...
TOOK MMS
1230 -6- SOME NAUSEA
1:45 -4- OK
3:00 -4- OK
5:15 -5- OK
7:45 -5- OK
more like 14 drops max...
STILL POS... @ 4:00
prob need a few days...
J can say a few words doesn't want any purred food sometimes doesn't answer now going "oooh" often
moving hands in thoughtful ways

26

She took 4 to 6 drops 4x a day and after two days 
more than 100 covid-19 patients in Ecuador has resulted in a claimed 100 cure rate within four days, 

1100 -4- OK
1245 -4- OK
3:10 - 4- OK - 12 SO FAR...

MAYBE NOT STRONG ENOUGH?
FEELING A LITTLE COUGH SENSATION?

27
ORDERED
NEW MMS

GOT SUZI'S

230 ME -oops-
Dr Nouri
28
10PM PST, our DREAMHOST server admin updates maybe 30 min down?
Took Suzi's MMS
but not quick enuf!!
DAY 4 ME COVID
Left UCSF Early -
me not welcome!!!!

still test VERY POSITIVE!!
zero symptoms...
taken LOTS of MMS
... but not in a
... short time period

& daily gettin re-infected

Ordered lots of socks -
cotton black
from etsy
29
HOPE TO HAVE JACKIE MOVED?
Took Suzi's MMS
dilligently!!
DAY 4 ME COVID



6:00 called nurse jenn WCB
30

HOPE TO HAVE JACKIE MOVED?
WHENEVER J GETS DISCHARGED FROM UCSF DR BRINSKY [GP] NEEDS A CALL 650 596 7000
WHEN J GETS DIISCHARGED FROM UCSF DR BRINSKY NEEDS A CALL 650 596 7000

MEDS:

RETUXIMAB
RENDESIVIR
SPACER
31
J MOVED to sequoia LATE AM

EASTER!
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday

DRONES FROM PGE? 4/8?
For questions, please contact us at 1-877-295-4949 or email wildfiresafety@pge.com
SPACER
JAN
Sunday
1
J •CP• EVENING
COGNIITIVE
PARTICIPATION
WAY UP TO 30+%

APR FOOLS DAY

√ DR BRINSKY [GP] NEEDS A CALL 650 596 7000

2
J •CP• DAYTIME
COGNIITIVE
PARTICIPATION
WAY DOWN TO 5%
PM: pain brings speech
Rt Quad has the worst fibro pain

ASK RE DISCHARGE.. YHURS
GET TRAM & GABA added
Get ROBOTOSSON added
GET INFUSION EVINITY

3
need pills[-DEF]
Case Mgr aft Lunch



CALLED √

JACK PARDEEN
RE EQ INSURANCE
4
JACKIE SEQUOIA DISCHARGED
...AFTER just 4 DAYS...

need to go TO INFUSION soon
for Evinity

10:00 DR LUSARDI


MAUREEN & ROY WANT TO SEND FLOWERS
5
J - Grant-Cuesta

Rm 37 - private-ish
INS GRANTS ≈50 ≈ DAYS LEFT


Gastric wound looks bad...
they didn't notice @ Sequoia?
needs 2 + more weeks »notes

J sleepy and lower cog had fibro pain in AM
& very messy multi BM

6
Cog Way Better 75%? Nancy & Margi visit!!

Left booties on too long! 5+ Hrs pain!!
2 hrs max!!!
WHEN J GETS DIISCHARGED FROM UCSF DR BRINSKY NEEDS A CALL 650 596 7000

brk 730-830
lunch 1130-1230
dinner 430-530

Dietary Notes:
feeding tube =1440 cal/d
960 ml/d
1.0 1.2 ....5 2.0 # cal/ml
comp to 3 boosts plus lots of food to compensate can't be just boosts!!
SPACER
7
seems ok, ate some eggs ... sleepy
get better booties & leg squeezers
Nancy came again to look at hair & discuss the hospital medication list.
8



8 pm ZOOM STUDY

9
9:15 - ECLIPSE
MASI [XPhil] 1130

$130.00 NOT 230!!! DUUUUH!!
J gets roomate!!
cog better but sleepy
needed xtra gaba/tram/tyln
let fibro pain ...
i held her up during cleaning... hopefully not prob w/back??

10
3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY
OF HOSPITALIZATION FOR JACKIE'S COGNITIVE DEMISE!!
AFTER 4th ANESTHESIA


right sinus infection starts on day near <here>
11
Grant Questa MD VISIT
soooo not good

wasn't Jamal....
12 got new noiisy roomate
dorothy... too bad not going to kansas anytime soon
GRANT-CUESTA 1W
52 days left
J had lunch outside 2 hrs!!
exhausted her and maybe caused down cogn
work on: amb bill
- - ordered 4 polo cotton shirts for $130 2 macy's 1 charles tyrwitt & alohahoo
[look 4 golf shirts also]
13
ETSY SOCKS COME? FROM U.K.?

2-3 TOSO @ MARLAS
B4 the 15th:
- - -» IRS 1000
- - -» FTB 500
EXTENSION
FORMS ON SERVER
  SPACER
14
got IRS docs done ... xtn ... now
wrrite checks & addresses
15
 EEEK   the 15th:
- - - IRS 1000
- - - FTB 500
16
Maybe Nancy comes to help
17
Elaine wants FB visit!!

J has bad migrane
18
Grant Questa MD VISIT
discuss social worker
w/ GPDr Jamali
19
GRANT-CUESTA 2W
• xxx 35 days left
20

DO EXERCISES!!

Phil 130

Maureen all day
PROBS WITH MEDICARE # SPACER

21
11 KATHYS DIST MEET


1200 Christina 4 2ning750 crestviewvsan carlos 576 7085

CALL MAUREEN AFTER HOME

22
CALL MEDICARE RE # probs
call w/ Jackie there!!!
fix # also get POA ask re letter

Back to Techno Uno???
930-430 EEEK need nu drive!!

sent 100 to nwffacim

8PM PLANNING
J had bad night w/ new airbed noise - went low cogn next evening >>>
  24
... Get J up 4 Lunch.. guess not
... AMY PT 245
... SAWYER ST

Dr Talebian bill was OK online!

CALL MEDICARE RE # probs
call w/ Jackie there!!!
fix # also get POA ask re letter
25
Grant Questa
MD VISIT Dr Jamal
talk about extra 20 days?

CALL MEDICARE RE # probs
call w/ Jackie there!!!
fix # also get POA ask re letter


4:30 GET Registration STUFF DONE!!
6:00 J appointment
faceTime my iphone
w/ Dr Le - foot drop
26
GRANT-CUESTA 3W
• not 28 days left
22 days left
27


1200 t Daniel 4 2ninglos altos text 796 0659
25102 Okeefe lane los altos hills

Ordered 2 sony cables for old noise can headphones from Amazon ≈ $12/ea

Changed PW to
MeABassmann
EVINITY?
SPACER
28
3 ish . . PHIL & BRAD @ ST JAMES
way too fun!!
29
CALL MEDICARE RE # probs
call w/ Jackie there!!!
fix # also get POA ask re letter


8 PM PLANNING

UNLOCK GATE!
4 PURCOR



30
UNLOCK GATE!!!
PURCOR 230-430
DUUUUUH
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
EV INITY? SPACER
JAN
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
1
2
Grant Cuesta
MD VISIT Dr Jamal
talk about extra 20 days?
& migraines
3
GRANT-CUESTA 4W
• 15 days left

get social worker ASAP
a place for mom???
4
PHIL & I DID
PEACE OF MIND
SHARP DRESSED MAN
BEER DRINKERS

RESTAURANTS THAT BIRG GENIOUSES LIKE:
Aqui in Cupertino.
Vaso Azzurro ?
Terun,  Palo Alto
Vaso Azzurro, Mountain View

SPACER
5
1:00 Dale
64 Hillview Ave RWC
408 230 9408 [txt] 220C
last was may 19 2021

found last 3 of AUGMENTIN for sinus didn't really work anyway 10 days up will prob say they work for days still

maybe hear from
Kirkwood  . . . 408 838 4409
264 S. 14th St. SJ
6
called brinsky 4 more augmentin

7:00 ZOOM STUDY MTG

Sent 100 to NWFFACIM
RAJ POST-TRUTH POST AT BOTTOM!!!
7print many wetsign pages bring blank pages for ex notes
1100 PT w/ Kiran
ME DR LE 315 ZOOM RE SINUSES
referral to someone THE 16TH!! >>
8
ME FAST Blood wrk 4 Brinsky @Seq

Thought I'd call medicare RE NOSOCOMIAL INFECTION THAT TURNED Vi 3 WEEK STAY TO 6 WEEKS & the 2 & 1/2 month coma from Jan 10
& THE 20 DAY EXTENSION but Dr Jamali said don't bother, & they would have kicked me out anyway except for the gastric tube.
9
MAILED delinquentTAX & HONDA REG
Grant Cuesta
MD VISIT Dr Jamal !!!!!!!!
talk about ...all is lost
10
GRANT-CUESTA 5W
• 8 days left
HAVE J READY FOR TRANSFER @ 10 30

MAYBE TRY 20 day APPEAL NOW?? about MEDI-CAL?
11



GO TO SEE'S

PJ @ garage 1:00-400

XXXX
ADAPT-HEALTH
844 703 5360
WILL DELIVER HOSP BED
& HOYER LIFT FROM MEDICARE




MIKE AT MEDICARE DROP
SENDING HOYER & CHAIR
408 422 0835
SPACER
12
GRANT-CUESTA LAST WEEK
13
200 Nina at G.C. Evaluate J IF OK then call Mike @ Medicare Drop 408 422 0835
ask Nina re hoyer sling w/ hole . . . . MEDI-CAL?

CALL MEDICARE
MORE IMPORTANTLY
The medicare number change
My designation as approved agent for her have her on phone then
14
yelp on "billing" has contact #
(877) 767-9357 SEE NOTES>>

CALL MIKE AT MEDICARE DROP . . SENDING HOYER & CHAIR to Mina's . .
408 422 0835


Dr Brinsky 1:00 ANNUAL EXAM
15
PAM ARRIVES 3:34 UA 2340





----------------------------->>
completed forms at:
earnosethroat-associates.com
click submit
iPhone has Sutter PW!!!

16

GET LABS 4 DR KIM


New Exercises & Tube Info »»»
17
GRANT-CUESTA 6W
LAST DAY - MOVED TO
MINA'S

Maybe today?
hospice can be set up after transfer...
that will allow for a dr & nurse
Mina can provide PT&OT ... tube feed schedule? Dr jamali needs to order pt & OT?
18


10-12 Feed Formula
i sign billing to mdcre
mildred at
sutter care 650 685 2800 care -at-home
cancel 21st??

Mina's
427 Richlee Dr
Campbell
408 628 4466

Ken guitar brown gave me a 1* because he said I didn't answer the phone, he didn't actually call...
talked with someone at yelp who says they don't get int this kind of problem, & couldn't wait to get rid of me!... but I can report it, so i did... the 3 dots at his review give "report review" and i chose "it doesn't describe a personal experience" and wrote that he didn't actually call, etc. Yelp says they will get back to me...
someday... We'll see...
SPACER
19
Mina's
427 Richlee Dr
Campbell 408 628 4466
ASK MINA she arranges or we get PT_OT [our medicare gives us] [is that waste our 60 day break w/ M Services?]
is a DR available or is it OUR GP?

how soon is $$$$ needed
tube food not covered: 14.50/D
contact w/ Mike @ Med Drop
new WChair? there? here?
Transportation? WC Van?
Are PT & OT scheduled by Mins?
our GP offered
20

Get Nancy into the Tues apt>

ME [5:00]
Dr Laane ENT I saw Jennifer Bock-Hughes
100 South Ellsworth Ave
#308 San Mateo
650 344 6896

J FEEDING TUBE DIED

21
- MINA'S
10:00 AM Dr President Video w/ J r decided on Hospice

Joined ViTAS
HOSPICE

Docs in downloads
Doreen Mendez
Dr Han You
408 974 6800 office
866 268 4827 24hr

not a death sentence!

Call Gary Cicada

GET LABS 4 DR KIM
22
J doing better on hospice?
so far so good
23
1:00 DR KIM
Video - labs ok


hope to hear re sinuses ASAP

Met W/ Dr You7 - Had a great talk

ASHIR SOCIAL WORKER @ VITAS 408 464 6784
[can call him for support]
maybe get PT&OT!
maybe a voluntier to socialize!
"Final Arrangements?"
funeral practices? 4 hrs at facility then takes away
maybe support for me?
30 min call for details & prayer

LYUBOV Case Mgr "Yubo"
1154 last nosblo
24 25
2:00 AMAZING JOB?
328 walsh rd atherton
DICK ELKUS 89?
BOSENDORFER
650 722 1558



»•» 

also I direct messaged him [So sorry I missed your call... Does that really deserve this one star review?] and publicly responded [WOW!! I deserve this sabotage? There is no record of a missed call on my phone!!] then under Business Information there is "let customers know about temp or perm closures" i can close down this way soon if needed...

SPACER
26 . . 12:00
2N John in sj 415 570 1849
220 C . . . 703 Julian st SJ


700 ISH Mike Pitts
27
FOUND LELANI - PROBLEM SOLVED FOR J CARETAKER!!
28
Heard from Dr Laane
100 South Ellsworth Ave
#308 San Mateo
650 344 6896 see friday
>


NEED CATSCAN & 2 DAY LABS
TRYING TO CHANGE PW:
AjammerA1


GAVE 30 DAYS NOTICE @ MINA'S
29
TAKE PAM TO CAR RENTAL
FOR GUERNVILLE VISIT SHE RETURNS IN PM

& OPEN SIDE GATE>>>

WOW FIXED FETCH---
SOURCE IS WHATEVER BUT FOR "PUT"
BE SURE THE DESTINATION ACTUALLY IS:
ICHAZ.COM
not ichaz-cal
30
Purcor [donovans]
8-930

830-930 Caccia
video apt 4 sewer

600 LORiANN
COMES

31
J has low blood pressure,. might contribute to down mood

3:45 CAT SCAN MILLS HOSP
100 SOUTH SAN MATEO DRIVE
CALLED FOR BY
DR. BOCK-HUGHES
RESULTS ON [laptop or phone]
myhealthonline.
sutterhealth.org

J Ssigns Medicare doc

PC TO GEEKS >TECHNO 1

GET CALMUSPTINE OINTMENT
4 RASHES @ safeway
C FULL MEDS TONIGHT
Saturday
suddenly today I am being denied "overwrite Permission"
Actual Message:

Fetch could not put “calendar.html” because the FTP server encountered an error accessing a file or folder.
Server responded: “calendar.html: Overwrite permission denied”

WOW FIXED FETCH---
SOURCE IS WHATEVER BUT FOR "PUT" BE SURE THE DESTINATION ACTUALLY IS: ICHAZ.COM ...not ichaz-cal
SPACER
JAN
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
1
12:00 Bill Klein BIRTHDAY PARTY

new FTP

"From here:
https://panel.dreamhost.com

/?tree=users.dashboard#

remove P tag!!

From the user you want to access, just click on the folder icon.
It will take you to the file manager/

You can also try a different FTP client, like Filezilla.

SPACER
2
Clint Brewer 100 ish
650 464 2224 ...not me B4
245 king st rwc new addr
pedal noise & repetitions
260 cash

3 . . . : [dignity]
430 Facetime w/ Dr Lee re nose bleeds - sched cauterize

Just found out I have Non-Hodskins Lymphoma

ask J re Oakla Mineral $44 she says dont bother/worry

4
830 Dr Le DIGNITY Facetime
830-930 Cassio Plumbing 4 snake Shower

830 MOBILITY 101 DISCUSS NEW LIFT ≈ 22K

pay MINA 8.5K & ask re chair & lift

5
Lyuba 4 J wound infect &puss
ask re chair & lift
not infected just dirty


CONTACT LORRIE ANN

Techno Uno?>>>get it b4 430
6

cleaning rooms
7
paid bills

CHISELED IN STONE!!!
7:00 confirmed!!
TUNE 510 493 6238
19 COBBLESTONE BELMONT ANDY or else!!

8

Take Pam 2 J's
new PW 4 chase
XXX Webeajammer4$
Webenewjammers4$
SUTTER HEALLTH
MY HEALTH ONLINE
chaz47
iphone knows PW
SPACER

9
9-10 AM? John Kirby
415 570 1849
703 E Julian st SJ
Yam U1 220C

Sonja? early af

10
PAM LEAVES 615 AM ish UA 2664

√ CHECK VITAS ON RAMP ACCESS QUALIFICATIONS
√ TIMING ON:
BED-LIFT-CHAIR

CHECK LELANI TIME

straighten up house !!!

LELANI
VISITS & OK's


11
8 - 10 [12] AM
College Hunks take junk


coordinated w/ Vitas re move
bed, lift, chair, feed pump oxy
ASK RE THYROID TEST/


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

  B4 the 15th>>>
- - - IRS 1000
- - - FTB 500
EXTENSION
FORMS ON SERVER




New rounds of Amoxycillin starts to help
12
   B4 the 15th>>>
- - - IRS 1000
- - - FTB 500
EXTENSION
FORMS ON SERVER



call @ 11
VITAS
if no call re sched EQ to come...
Let Lyubov know



13
I CALLED 9AM>>
RE » lift, sling & chair

AM LELANI MOVES IN?

I /OR/ WE COME DOWN
TO FINALIZE STUFF? ≈ 2:00 PM
GET MATTRESS »
need sling hoyer, chair
JACKIE
HOME, ONLY 5 MONTHS
& 3 DAYS LATE !!!!!!!!

PU @3 Drop @ 4
15 days rent at Mina's = $4,500 !!!


New Amoxycillin seems to almost cure!!

waited4 hrs too long for antibio, mucus came back!!

14
Covid test DRIVE THRU
830 AM ARRIVE 15 MIN EARLY 301 INDUST DRIVE

»»»»»»

JACKIE...
NU MD: Dr Raj   Nurse: Ann
Someone comes tonight 4 syringe/feed
***ASK***
Rash Treatments
THY TEST
NU COVID/other SHOTS ?


NEW HUGE LIST OF 20 MEDS!!

≈≈≈≈≈≈≈
≈ B4 ≈
>>>>>>> the 15th:
- - - IRS 1000
- - - FTB 500
EXTENSION
FORMS ON SERVER


J had wierd infection looking discharge at midnight
supposedly a nurse was to come on Sat but so far no....

15
LORRIE ANN 12-1

We get her meds to take home
& formula for feeding
NEW HUGE LIST OF 20 MEDS!!

Ask new MD re Thyroid Test & covid/ & other shots

J TAKES AM MEDS ≈ 8-10 AM
EVE MEDS ≈ 7-9PM

NEW VITAS PEOPLE:
Dr Raj
Nurse Ann
Aid Esmiralda

TELECARE NURSE: CRYSTAL
ORDERED MORE DILAUDID

SPACER
16

10:00 PT from Vitas

??????? LORRIE ANN WEST 12-1

PRINT HUGE LIST OF 20 MEDS!!

Ask new MD re Best creams/powders...
Thyroid Test & Covid/ & other shots
17
CASSIA PLUMBING COMES TO FILM 8-9 AM

»»»»»»
ASK NU MD RE THY TEST
& NU COVID SHOTS
SHOULD A FOUND OUT WHAT TO DO W/ VAG ITCHING ?


18
LEAVE
1010
1045 Dr Bock-Hughes
.. in person @ see noters >>
100 SO. ELLSWORTH DRIVE

Lelani comes @2 to get van
Ill use forms for dup/replacement for pink sip


CALED ROSE
EMAILED CADE
Dr Kim re Thyroid [LM]

nurse is coming after 4

19

Cancelled Honda Ins
Ordered larger trash

duuuuuh! LOST CC 9429
CALLED 800 888 8756
AUTOMATED SENDING NU ≈1Wk
USING B OF A till then


called Dulce Finley hairdresser
ANDREA 650 743 3432 Left Ms
20
8:30 AIDS ESMERELDA, & ELLENITA

X MARINA ... "RIENA" TO VISIT 1-2
mention: worsening cough & cognition & nutrition & fatigue &
ER & consequences. she's all fatal


Called Andrea HAIR [743] LM
to get apt for 300 J DECIDED 2 CANCEL maybe next week
J was extra weak all day EXTRA!!

ASK RE COUGH & POSSIBLE HOSPITALIZATION & RE-JOIN VITAS?

See Lien 4 Nails in P8 M
shop for: big night tops
de...cided 2 skip 1 day of ramp
paid w B of A CC to Horizons Pharm Services, The amount is $214.98.

1 SYRINGE OF WARM H2O 2X /DAY
21

1 SYRINGE WARM H2O 2X /DAY

OMG!
J SEEMS DECLINING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RESTARTED GASTRIC FEED AM
SENT 4 THYROID TRST MAYBE MON? see chazonbass 4 recpt

start mega chanting &
got Jack back on it

J condition poor
22

Phil???

1 SYRINGE WARM H2O 2X /DAY

Horizons Pharmacy Services, PC
The amount owing is $214.98. It is due on 07/10/2024.
Your account number is HAWLJ

i think its paid

J condition better
1045 Dr Bock-Hughes covid 3d B4... in person @ MILLS HOSP PAMF SUTTER image of sinuses & CAUTERIZATION ... BEND OVER TO BLEED + MORE PROBIOTICS 100 SO. SAN MATEO DRIVE mills 100 SO. ELLSWORTH DRIVE  

VITAS PEOPLE:
DR. RAJ
MARINA [N, CM]
ANN [ASST]
ESMARELDA [AID]
ELLENITA [AID]
SPACER
23  1 SYR WARM H2O 2XD

650 804 9178
[CALLED ED 4 CASH]

J condition poor
24  1 SYR WARM H2O 2XD

8:30 VITAS AIDS VISIT
ESMERELDA, & ELLENITA

8:15
>830<
Dr Moon [W/Butler]
cortisone for finger PSMF
301 Industrial SC
Sutter Health

• Called Cassia re kitchen
• Phil here?
• Lelani here aftnoon need to start in 2 weeks

DAniel @ cassia plumb
here 2+hrs
helped w/ kitch sewer
call back 4 hi press

WORKED ON KIT SEWER WAY TOO LONG!!


J condition poor
25  1 SYR WARM H2O 2XD
10:00 nurse here
12:00 CALL RET + OF SC [11:15?]
650 556 4777 SOPHIE
612 Chestnut SC
12:00 Dr Brinsky video apt
mention my HEAT issue & BP with bending... Get Rx Betamethasone Valerate
& ask 4 J a perscription 4 thyroid LEVIQUIN , eliquis not supplied in hospice
any workaround to get a proper thyroid diagnosis
... new med &/or dosage ?
Dignity Health
not sutter


4:25 ARRIVE S.M.
440 sinus CT Scn
100 S San Mateo Mills
650 696 4494

J condition poor


call hairdresser
ANDREA 650 743 3432
26  1 SYR WARM H2O 2XD

1200 MAYBE ED ZALTA
2430 BENJAMIN M V • Q 220
STY A 1900 650 804 9178
[ASKED 4 CASH]


J condition poor - sleeping mostly - low cogn stopped pills by mouth

Stephanie suggests music, & outdoors
27  1 SYR WARM H2O 2XD
8:30 VITAS AIDS VISIT
ESMERELDA, & ELLENITA
spongebath - hair - change diaper

MARINA nurse [CM] TO VISIT ?:

ordered amazon safari[jackie]
3 sets of 5 TERAISE 4PCS Fashion Readers 10:5 diop 5:6 Diop

J condition better - cog better but didn't sleep last N
AM took new formula from Jack, had nausea ....try less vits!!


SEND IN THE THY TEST!!
28  1 SYR WARM H2O 2XD
nurse comes w/ formula


Cassia comes in AM w/ more snake & maybe high press
almost gsot hi press but backed off- too wild and making progress w/ snake
29  1 SYR WARM H2O 2XD
1-3 donovans
J ate 1/2 chic wrap & 1 serv of JACK'S Formula
I fixed monique's camper alarm

J thyroid test???

ON SUTTER FORM
< for the 24th apt SAYING I RETIRED 02/15/2019
& J: 06/01/2004
Sutter Health Last visit May 2022 go to my health online

things are bad partly cause of me & my availability when the briefs need changing

Some radical drain clearing advice at bottom...

SPACER
30  1 SYR WARM H2O 2XD
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
  SPACER
JAN
Sunday

>>>>>>>>>
get levox & elequis @ cvs
sewer guy?
asked ROSE again re PT
called HCG Kay's 650 430 9577
wants 12K Lonnie is now 8K!
1 SALTWASH MOUTH
get levox & elequis @ cvs - [add 8 E back to me]

Cassia guys? no...
SOLVED!!!!


ASK rose & DR BRINSKY RE PT 4 J

10:15 - MARINA /vitas recomend HCW & ...what is pay average? didn't have medicated qtips for wound dressing [only unmed]
400 GOT MELE PULU!!!

DO THE THYROID TEST!!

had twinge of cold w/ sneeze
salt washed sinuses 4x @ 3am
& took 6 mms @ 830 am
****Dr Bock said get Flownaise reg, angle outwards

SALT WASH MOUTH

29-930 MARINA
Esmarelda?

get levox & elequis @ cvs - [add 8 E back to me]

LEAVE @ NOON
12:45 ME MASI-

contact Lelani



ASK rose & DR BRINSKY RE PT 4 J


overflow:
<< Jack Chang came by w/ 2 sups & bill for 1800!! paid w/ √
He liked my playing & wants lessons!!
Medicare called w/ confirm we have POA

3
230 Claudia PT




SALTWASH 4 MOUTH

WTF KALONI WANTS TO LEAVE THIS EVE CAUSE HER DAUGHTER ACCIDENTALLY CAME BY FROM SACRAMENTO 12 HRS EARLY... I SAY SURE IF YOU GIVE ME BACK THE $8K CHECK!!!
4
7AM • MELE PULU

staeted work Conolone left w/ 8K

8:30 VITAS AIDS VISIT [HAIR]
ESMERELDA, & ELLENITA


maybe Marina
5
PAY BILLS - NEW 4 CHASE
9900
Webenewjammers4$chaz

Maybe Marina
930 Claudia PT

LIEN 630-700

6

SEE PHIL W/ VAC & bed
?

Paid enormous bills....>>>>>

chas
9900
Webenewjammers4$chaz

pay Chase Online bills... ≈ 20K !!
9.8 K CC
800 Utils
9.8K Jack & Lelannie
≈ 20K !!!
and soon it's 12K !!!!
EEEEK!!!
SPACER
7
DISCOVERED BED TILT ...
NEED BUNGIES...
8 •••• chaplin called @ 730
call Emiloio

215 Claudia PT
MARINA 330

xxx 8:30 VITAS AIDS VISIT
ESMERELDA, & ELLENITA
9
REINER

J - 7 60cc inj & big meals

formrula is too rich!!!
10
REINER coming 1030 ish to help constipation .. enema? Prunes Pr juice & SS pills

PJ 1230
motor fast SM
ordered culturelle for my bowel probs comes tomorrow?
11
8:30 VITAS AIDS VISIT [HAIR]
ESMERELDA, & ELLENITA


REINER ?

2oo MARGI McGINS
motor fast SM & coffee filter @HD
12 . . . Christina or
830 TINA COMES TOLEARN ROPES . . . 808-298-4908

1130 Claudia PT
13 PROD NOTES: MARINA
ORDERED ANTI-FUN TALC
XL EXAM GLOVES
CLEAN WOUND W/ CLEAR SALINE SOLUTION W/ GAUZE PAD

ORANGE TUBE "ITCHING" FOR WOUND [W/FUNG]
USE THIS FOR TOES ALSO

SPACER
14 15
MARINA

16
REINER
17 18
8:30 VITAS AIDS VISIT [HAIR]
ESMERELDA, & ELLENITA

REINER
19
10:30 Dr Butler [4 cortisone]
301 industrial SC
20 Schedule mill hosp SM 4 catscan
650 696 4494

3/4th week of July

Call kDr Bock 4 cancellations?
SPACER
21 22 23
24 25
8:30 VITAS AIDS VISIT [HAIR]
ESMERELDA, & ELLENITA
26 27   SPACER
28 29 30 31

11;00 dr Brinsky zoom apt
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
  SPACER
JAN
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
1 2 3   SPACER
4 5 6 7 8 9 10   SPACER
11
PT Claudia takes week off
12 13 14 15

Dr Kim blood work on door

16 17   SPACER
18 19
CALL OFFICE FOR LAB ORDERS FPOR SEQUOIA
20 21 22
Dr Kim 1:00
23 24   SPACER
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Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
  SPACER
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1 2 3
330 Dr Bock see results of scan
100 SO. ELLSWORTH DRIVE

4 5 6 7   SPACER
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15    the 15th:
- - - IRS 1000
- - - FTB 500
EXTENSION
FORMS ON SERVER
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Mar 16 Raj Message: READ IN CODE SECTION
PAUL. Okay. So, I’m putting everything down and joining with y(our) clarity, intention, and guidance . . . not mine. RAJ. Good. When they are one, you are Home. And when they are one consistently, the perfection of everything in its true perspective is inescapable because there is nothing distracting you from it. And that simply means there are no personal idiosyncrasies getting preferential attention from you. The effort is worth it, even though it’s difficult getting to the point of consistency. You are the one who is upset. And you are the one who is upsetting yourself! You can prove this by being willing to consider that “there is another way to look at this”. . . no matter what “this” is . . . and then looking at it differently. In actually doing so, you discover that all of the reactions around whatever “this” is, vanish, setting you free to easily discern how it can be resolved . . . or whether it even needs to be. Here is how it works. If one is feeling vulnerable, he will blame it on someone or something . . . even himself! Everything will become a potential justification for his indignation and his abuse . . . and nothing had better get in the way of his primed volatility! The point is that being upset is always an unforgiving, meaningless, self-righteous state of mind which holds one arrogantly at odds with whatever he gives his valuable Attention to—wasting It on what his private negativity has twisted into a misperception of irrelevancy and unreality while refusing to see What is Really there with his unadulterated Vision. You see? But let’s be clear! Forgiveness is NOT the overlooking of the awfulness of life, nor the bad behavior of one’s fellow man. It is NOT a matter of choosing to allow abuse and then, in humble quiet service to lovelessness, be “lovingly” available for more. No! Forgiveness is the act of abandoning one’s dedication to his “rights of independence”—his dedication to that which he determines makes him absolutely and completely different from his Brother and his Sister . . . and his Father, too. An individual in his own right! Forgiveness is the rediscovery and re-embrace of all-inclusive Love which, in the absence of self-righteous judgment, Knows exactly what to do to heal when it is needed . . . and does it by illuming the integrity of Love—the indivisibility of Brotherhood—which independence had so conscientiously obscured in the name of “individuality.” Forgiveness is the meaning of the words, “looking into your Brother’s eyes and remembering God”—uplifting words which sound quite beautiful. But, when Forgiveness is first attempted . . . when that which Forgiveness TRULY IS, is first attempted . . . it is not obvious that loss will not follow. In fact . . . When privacy is yielding to the Conscious Experience of Being, the “sense of loss of identity” does confront one, and it must be disregarded! Or put another way: When the independent thinker yields to unpremeditated revelation the sense of loss of identity does confront him, and it must be disregarded! The holy instant is not in time or space. It is a divine Intent, in Mind, the purpose of which is to undo the misperception of independence, isolation, and accompanying vulnerability—fear and guilt. The holy instant has no existence separate from Forgiveness, being the means and the Meaning of the restoration of every Holy Son and Daughter of God to his or her right mind. It is the ever-present starting point within each one of you, which is your destination in this journey without distance, and the only thing that will be lost is fear and guilt. Forgiveness and the holy instant are what one is engaging in when he “risks the chance that God is All” by disregarding—making unimportant—the idea of independence in order to discover the undistorted Conscious Experience of Being being restored in him in a floodtide of expansion, no longer to be obscured in any way. Forgiveness is an inside job, and only with me will we be able to look into our brothers’ eyes and remember God, confirming what is of God and healing what is not. Rajpur Kingston, Washington March 16, 2024 P.S. Now, go back and read this over again. This time, substitute the words “being joined with me” every time you see the word Forgiveness, and “not being joined with me” when you see the word unforgiving. Confusion will disappear. I love you.




JACKIE'S CONDITION : POST SURGICAL COGNITIVE DECLINE
GOT ANESTHESIA REPORT - CAN DR BRINSKY GET IT FROM DR JAVERBAUM?


VERY WORRIED SHE IS FAILING AT NURSING HOME...
NOT ADEQUATE ATTENTION... MORE OF A WHAREHOUSING FOR ALSHEIMER'S

SOME PROBLEMS: AT SLEEP OFTEN LOW O2 - LOW 80'2 SOMETIMES 70'S
EATS VERY LITTLE, DRINKS VERY LITTLE - DEHYDRATION?
HARDLY MOVES, HAS NOT ENERGY - WAS A PROB BEFIORE - ATROPHY

ARRIVED ON WED, GOT LITTLE ATTENTION TILL NEXT MON

CAN SAY SS# PH# ETC
CAN'T REMEMBER HAVING DIAPER OFTEN, WANTS TO WALK TO BATHROOM

  JACKIE'S SURGERY & ANESTHESIA TIMELINE: [edited for RN Kristin Reidy

JULY 12 R KNEE REPLACEMT MAJOR SURGERY -DR DEARBORN . [1st ANESTHESIA]
JULY 15 TO VI - IMPROVEMENT - [3 weeks] . . . NO COGNITION ISSUES
AUG 30 R "MANIPULATION"* . . . . [2nd ANESTHESIA] *THIS BREAKS SCAR TISSUE HAMPERING RANGE OF MOTION
NOV 15 L KNEE REPLACEMT MAJOR SURGERY . [3rd ANESTHESIA]
NOV 18 TO VI - BARELY STANDING . . . . . . . COGNITION 30% [3 days]
NOV 21 FELL - BRUISED LEG ... GOT FLU 2X . . . . . WAS THERE FOR [6 weeks]
DEC 29 TO HOME - COGNITION OK - WALKING MINIMAL . [12 days]
JAN 9 LAST DAY AT HOME - COGNITION OK - WALKING MINIMAL
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
JAN 10 L KNEE "MANIPULATION" -DR DEARBORN [4th ANESTHESIA] AFTER WAKING COGNITION WAS 60%
JUST BARELY ABLE TO GET INTO CAR IN FREMONT & UNABLE TO STAND ONCE AT HOME COGNITION FALLING TO 30&
JAN 10 BY AMBULANCE TO SEQUOIA . . . . . .[7 days] . . . .COGNITION ≈ 30 went up to 70% ...DISCHARGED
JAN 17 TO ATHERTON PARK . . .[9 days] . . .COGNITION 70% FELL TO 30% ...COULD STILL SAY A FEW THINGS
JAN 26 FRIDAY BACK TO SEQUOIA . . COGNITION 30% FELL TO 10%
ASTONISHINGLY They couldn't find anything significant in her testing results to qualify her for admission!!
*** I HAD TO BEG THE ER DOC NOT TO JUST SEND HER RIGHT BACK TO ATHERTON PARK NURSING HOME!!
JAN 27 EEG SCAN SHOWS SEIZURES ...STARTED ANTI-SEIZURE MED COGNITION 0%
JAN 28 EEG SCAN SHOWS SEIZURES ...STARTED 2ND ANTI-SEIZURE MED
JAN 29-31 EEG SHOWS FEW/NO SEIZURES ... STILL NON-RESPONSIVE . . . COGNITION 0%
FEB 1 OPENED EYES BRIEFLY ...REDUCE MEDS ...KIDNEY'S CONDITION? - MOVED HER TO ICU ...INTUBATION BEGINS
FEB 5 EYES OPENED SOME & ATTENTION TO ME SEEMED HAPPENING... SOME MOVEMENT & GENERAL EYE OPENINGS

 

DRAIN CLEARING ADVICE W/ STRONG CHEMICALS:
Related What drain cleaner works better than Drano? Betsy Megas beat me to it as far as the BEST method goes. Removing the blockage physically is the best way to do this. It is safe, effective and provided you can reach the blockage, your efforts cannot be resisted. However, if you want to use a chemical method, these are the two best ways. BE WARNED; these are both dangerous, precisely because they are very effective. Either use 30% by weight Sodium Hydroxide pellets with 70% water. Mix in a bucket by putting the water in first and then add the Sodium Hydroxide, slowly and carefully. This reaction will generate a lot of heat. Mix with a plastic stirrer. Don’t get any on yourself! Allow it to cool, then pour into the sink, slowly. Or use the nuclear option! 90% Sulphuric acid. This is so heavy that it will sink under the water to the bottom. Pour very slowly, or the heat generated by the reaction (same as the version above) may melt the plastic pipework. It will dissolve ANYTHING that is not plastic, ceramic or glass. Nothing resists this. Ever. I do need to repeat myself about safety precautions; anything that dissolves blockages at this speed will dissolve you. Your entire body, if you let it.

UPCOMING APTS:
DR KIM me JAN 11 @ 1030
Jan 4 2:00 Dr Nouri ???
Mar 27 @230 Dr Nouri

DW zoom: splat minus/equal » UL
UL TIMATE IMPORTANCE « EQ INS 4/4 & 11/4 [1015.50] PROP TAX DUE 4/10 & 12/10 quarterly income taxes due: 4/15 • 6/15 • 9/15 • 1/15 usually 1K to IRS & 500 to FTB pub17 the 11th • monthly bills» 10th • Mid November = distrubution REG TOYO: 7/1 REG HOND 3/1

DIMITRI:
I can wait, not a problem, and hopefully your wife recovers well from the surgery. If you could find some time between Tuesday Nov 28 to Fri Dec 1 that would be great. You can let me know by email or call me at 650-839-3845. Thanks, Dmitri On Mon, Nov 20, 2023 at 4:45 PM wrote: Hi Dmitri Yes I can soon, probably this week... Am waiting for my wife to stabilize after knee surgery... spending waking hours at the nursing facility how much of a hurry are you in? Chaz --- On 2023-11-19 20:53, Dmitri Medvedev wrote: > Hi Chaz, > > I have an upright Yamaha piano that I'd like tuned. The piano wasn't tuned for probably 7 years. > Would you be able to come in to tune it? I live in Belmont on 1912 Chula Vista Dr


     
 
10/4th  (Wed) 7:00pm District Study @ ZOOM (See "Cynthia's Zoom Link" link below)
"Attaining Buddhahood in This Lifetime" (October Living Buddhism p36+37)

10//11 (Wed) 7pm - 7:45pm Domei Daimoku Toso (from home).
 
10/21 (Sat) 11am District Discussion @ Koji's 1430 Gordon St., #E,  Redwood City CA 
"Learning From the Afterword to the New Human Revolution"
(October Living Buddhism p38+39)

10/30 (Mon) 7pm District Planning On Zoom
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Alt? Pain Dr.s from Dr Fiori's friend Dr Schoenberger?

Darren Don, MD 301 Industrial Road, San Carlos, CA 94070 650-596-4090
Carrie Allon Jones, MD 1850 Sullivan Ave, #330, Daly Cily CA 9401 650-756-5630
Joeph Kwok, MD 301 Industrial Road, San Carlos, CA 94070 650-404-8444
Lucas Campos, MD and Toulan Razi. MD 2410 Merced Street. San Leandro. CA 94577 510-278-2700
Josaph Fanerty, MD 100 South San Maleo Drive, San Mateo, CA 94401 650-696-4592
Darlen Behravan, MD 13960 East 14th Street, Suile 200, San Leandro, CA 94578 510-614-9200
Hoyman Hong, MD 34 North San Mateo Drive, San Mateo, CA 94401 650-513-6651
Konrad Ng, MD, Adrian Bartoll, MD and Claudio Palma, MD
1580 Valencia Sireet, Suite 809, San Francisco, CA 94110 415-810-0950
Mark Sontag, MD, David Smolins, MD, Adam Stoller, MD, Elaine Date, MD,
Neeti Bathla, MD, George Rakkar, MD, and Priyanka Ghosh, MD.
1900 O'Farrell Street, Suite 190, San Mateo, CA 94403 650-306-9490
Stanford Pain [MIS] Management Clinic 450 Broadway Street, Redwood City, CA 94063
UCSF Pain Management Clinic 2255 Post Street. San Francisco. CA 94143
Your primary care physician can rofer you
Daniel Glatt, MD and Andrew Glatt, MD 1860 El Camino Real, Suite 301, Burlingame, CA 94010 650-552-8100
Francis Wong, MD and Raymond Gaeta, MD 795 El Camino Real, Palo Alto, CA 94301 650-934-7440
[from a photo on ch's Iphone may 10 2023]



Proximal tibiofibular joint instability
is a rare [?] pathologic condition that may result in painful subluxations and neuritic symptoms from irritation of the common peroneal nerve. The incidence of proximal tibiofibular joint instability is underestimated because of spontaneous reduction and underdiagnosis but is highest in athletes who participate in sports that involve twisting or pivoting on a flexed knee. Current surgical treatment options include internal fixation, arthrodesis, fibular head resection, direct ligament repair, and ligament reconstruction with the use of a free graft;
A Dr in Dallas, Keith Maister, operated on elbow of 49 player Purdy's ulner collateral ligement
tried to contact
Robert LaPrade, MD, PhD
EDINA- CROSSTOWN OFFICE
4010 W. 65th St.
Edina, MN 55435
https://drrobertlaprademd.com/contact-us/


7:00 pm Welcome: and Introduction of Study Topic: "Living the Noblest Life Possible as a Human Being". May Living Buddhism pp36-37... Cynthial 7:05 pm Presentations: Bill & Kathy (with experiences). 7:20 pm Break-out room Discussion 7:40 pm Open Sharing (everyone) 7:55 pm Announcements and closing PLEASE READ THE MATERIAL IN THE MAY 2023 LIVING BUDDHISM ON PAGES 36 AND 37. Questions for discussion: 1) Taking initiative fills us "with joy and and upsurge of energy." How does practicing Buddhism help you advance with joy? 2) What goals do you want to accomplish this month?

GENERIC REPLIES

Thanks for contacting me.
So assuming the piano was tuned to 440hz in the last few years, and wasn't below  438hz  it would take me about 2 hours to do a top notch job and I could do it for 220.
If it's been 10-20-30 years since the last tuning and it went super flat then that could take considerably more time.
[I actually get a lot these situations!]
If you called me when you could play a few notes over the phone I could analyze the pitches and give you a better estimate.  Call me at 650 438 8334

Thanks, Chaz

or...

I'm asking 220 these days and always spend a little over 2 hours. Assuming there's no extra issues.
A common issue when a piano is fairly new and didn't get tuned for a few years, when all the notes have gone somewhat or considerably flat.
That calls for a more complicated, almost double tuning. And that could take longer but usually no more than an extra half hour. [maybe $50?]
You could call me and play a few notes so I can analyze them to determine if there are pitch issues and to what degree. [A=440hz].
650 438 8334

   
                   
       



















       







 


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nothingburger with allegation sauce

So many allegations


--- Someone stop me, I keep coming up with more!!

Hate to see how he cowers every time he showers
His only hope to cope is send him lots of soap on a rope

He's devistated, been implicated

I'm so excited. He's so indicted.
Want to see him do the perp walk?
I think I like it ...I like it.

It's been suggested he ought to be arrested.
  We know you really wish him well,
mail the contributions to the GREY-BAR TRUMP HOTEL

The boxes keep on shifting to cover up his grifting
Those critics he must now confront?
So easy! just keep on repeating "It's a Which Hunt!"

Too bad the timing is slowing down his criming
Really want to make him smile?
Send a really big cake with a file

Gonna be predicted. he’s gonna be convicted.
Wanna really help him cope, don’t send money,
send him soap on a rope ....for a dope!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Start spreadin the bars
he's comin today
he's gonna break apart in it
New York, New York

light up the cigars
soon he's gonna stay
right in the grey bar of it
New York, New York

We want to wake up in a country
where justice rules
And find democracy's won
over criminal fools

These red state tools ...[mules?]
are melting away
we'll make a brand new start of it
in old New York

Can't Truth and legitamacy
trickle down to the confederacy?
It's up to you New York, New York

Those Pussy-Grabbin' shoes
will walk him away
Someday he'll lose his toupee in it
New York, New York

More than enough crime there for
Black & White striped undrerwear
It's up to you New York, New York



talk to mike pitts about the legality of starting
a pac, fundraising org or something called:"WE ALONE CAN FIX IT"
Can we be annonymous at the
we could avoid saying things like "give fnancial contr ibutions to trump"
or any actual right wing entities
instead "Help us to fight against the democRAT fascist state"
and lots of flags & stuff

Charles Eugene Penez 1883-1960
Emile Penez 1850-1905
Theodore Pierre Penez 1825-1861
Theodore Penez 1798-1842
Jean Baptiste Penez 1768-1824
Louis Joseph Penez 1733-
Pierre Penez 1700-

23 and me new pw WeBeJammers4DNA

TO LOWER DATA »»»


DIGNITY HEALTH
[not sutter health]



JACKIE'S PRESCRIPTIONS: . . . . . . . [STATUS ON HOSPICE]
CURRENTLY AT MINA'S BOARD & CARE: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [COVERED] . . [GET]

ELIQUIS [APIXABAN] 5MG ~ 2X/DAY . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
VIT C 500 MG . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
CANDASARTAN 8MG . . X2 = 16MG 1X/DAY . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
VIT D 200 IU 1X/DAY . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .[NOT] . . [Y]
SENNA . . [CONSTIPATION] . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [DECLINED]
ALDACTONE . . [SPIRONOLACTONE] . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [EDEMA] . . .[?]
VIT B1 100 MG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
ACULAR [KETOROLAC TROMETHAMINE] [EYE INFLAMATION] . . . [NOT . . [Y]
CYMBALTA 30MG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
PEPCID . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
FOLIC ACID 1 MG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
LEVIQUIN [LEVOTHYROXINE] 200 MCG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
MEGACE ORAL SUSPENSION [ANOREXIA] 400MG [APPETITE STIMULANT] . . .
METROPOLOL 25 MG HYPERTENSION . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . .
DILAUDID . . . 2MG . . 4HRS . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
TYLENOL . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
ZOFRAN K4MG TABLET . . . [NAUSEA] . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
MELATONIN . . 3MG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [SLEEP] . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
VALIUM . . . 10MG . . . SEISURES . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
GABAPENTIN . . . 300MG . . . NEURALGIA . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

EXPERIMENTAL:
FIBRO SUPPLIMENT: VIT D3 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 7,000 IU & K2 300 uG









DEC 2023
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RAJPUR 1/28/24:
VIEW CODE FOR FORMATTING...
— THIS IS WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT — ~~~~ A Course in Miracles introduces the radical idea that Man’s function is that of “co-creator with God,” clearly expressing the idea that God and Man are inseparable, are indeed One, and yet somehow discrete, one from the other. The question is, in practical terms, what does this mean? It means that Creation is the divine capacity of Mind to reflect back upon Itself, causing the experience of Self-Awareness. It can only be described as a co-creative process which requires the total freedom of Free Will . . . and is inseparable from you as the Conscious Experience of Being. Why is this important? Because it is hard to relate to what it means, and yet it is a central point in A Course in Miracles. It is important because it seems to be a spiritual theory, instead of something which everyone is suffering from the ignorance of. Just sit with that for a moment. Why is it important? Because even though it is a central point in A Course in Miracles, it is hard to relate to what it means. It is important because it seems to be a spiritual theory, instead of something which everyone is suffering from the ignorance of and therefore requires attention. So, here’s the way it works: When Free Will is absent, co-creation is impossible. In It’s place is pure, unadulterated narcissism: The addictive preoccupation with “oneself” which is mistakenly believed to be the only meaning there is of “selfhood.” And this tiny, exclusiveness is what The Fall was all about! In Biblical terms, the Fall occurred when two joined together in an act of independence from Their Source, becoming preoccupied with a new-found tiny sense of “self.” And, in the insecurity of this now ungrounded frame of mind, they inadvertently became consumed by guilt and fear, suddenly becoming defended and at odds with everything—including the one with whom they had joined in getting the divorce from God. This was an illegitimate and artificial imposition upon the Holy Sons and Daughters of God that never really happened, and is a constant call for correction. This is why it is so important. You see? Now, here is the truth! It is an absolute fact that co-operation (which is the correction to the imposition), can only occur in the environment of Free Will. Co-operation is another word for co-creation. And it is inseparable from omnipotence, omnipresence and omniscience—the indivisible singularities of That which is All-Knowing, All-Presence, and All-Wise. God being All. Be alert now for the lingering influence of memory. Everyone is conditioned to interpret what I’m sharing as the provision of new learning materials—data, facts, tools—for coming to new conclusions, new decisions and new actions in the world. I’m not! I am inviting the shift of Attention from those overt actions of mind to the subtler, more profound nature of experience! And this is the critical point! I am not talking about facts to be learned, memorized, and incorporated into a body of “understanding” which will be useful in controlling life better. Indeed, even though A Course in Miracles is identified as an educational document, it is not about facts with which to modernize one’s mind, and therefore his life. No! It’s about learning to pay Attention! As an experience, it can be put this way: How many times have you lost something and searched and searched for it, only to finally give up, stop looking for it, and suddenly realize that you’re looking right at it and hadn’t seen it? You might even have involuntarily blurted out, “Oh, my God! There it is!” Likewise, it’s not inconsequential that the description of Creation in the first chapter of the Bible does not say that “God saw everything that He had made and . . . ho-hum . . . it was okay.” No! It says, “God saw everything that He had made, and BEHOLD! It was VERY GOOD.” Creation is a Beholding! A Discovery! And therefore co-creation is that same Beholding. That same Discovery! But how? In consonance with the statement, “God is my strength. Vision is His gift to me,” yesterday’s Lesson states: “Above all else, I want to see.” And then today’s Lesson illuminates it further: “Above all else, I want to see things differently.” Indeed! A shift of Attention! A willing abandonment of whatever you have been conditioned to see. And then tomorrow’s Lesson #29: “God is in everything I see.” “The idea for today explains why you can see all purpose in anything. It explains why nothing is separate, by itself or in itself. And it explains why nothing you see means anything. In fact, it explains every idea we have used thus far, and al subsequent ones as well. Today’s idea is the whole basis for vision. “You will probably find this idea very difficult to grasp at this point. You may find it silly, irreverent, senseless, funny and even objectionable. Certainly God is not in a table, for example, as you see it. Yet we emphasized yesterday that a table shares the purpose of the universe. And what shares the purpose of the universe shares the purpose of its Creator. “Try then, today, to begin to learn how to look on all things with love, appreciation and open-mindedness. You do not see them now. Would you know what is in them? Nothing is as it appears to you. Its holy purpose stands beyond your little range. When vision has shown you the holiness that lights up the world, you will understand today’s idea perfectly. And you will not understand how you could ever have found it difficult.” [My underlining] Yes! When the experience of Vision is had, when the A-ha! occurs, when the light bulb of recognition illuminates your Being and holiness is experienced, Love is experienced, instead of words and definitions and things, you will be experiencing the Atonement. You will be experiencing It right here in the world that has been lit up by holiness . . . not as the result of the rehearsal or application of positive thinking, but in the innocence of humble, quiet but vibrant Attention—the bringing of curiosity into play, rather than doubt or confidence. This is what it’s all about! Rajpur Kingston, Washington January 28, 2024

POST TRUTH POST:
. . . The Post-Truth Era

Is Truth important any more? Is It now passé? Was It ever really valid? Or was It simply a useful concept like those of “reason” and “logic” with which to manipulate and finesse one another into some sense of harmony that would otherwise be unavailable in the “structureless chaotic nature” of being?

Has Truth been nothing more than imagination brought to bear upon disorder, suggesting the presence of principles and therefore of structure or stability which provided comfort even though they were imaginations? In the “Post-Truth Era,” are we just now discovering the unnerving fact that there is no Truth?

So it would seem.

The idea that whatever is said, if said confidently and often enough, can be safely believed and relied upon requires the suspension of common sense. In that state of suspension, illusion becomes an involving alluring substitute for Reality, and in that state of suspension Reality becomes an unwelcome intruder, disturbing the continuity and attractive nature of the illusion, disallowing for communication with anyone who is not participating in the illusion and causing the loss of friends or communication with family members who have suddenly become strangers because their perception of Truth has changed.

To be sure, the suspension of common sense on the basis of faith in the words of another is not always a result of coercion. It is often engaged in as an escape from things difficult to deal with or an avoidance of self-responsibility. The point is that no matter what the reason, “suspending common sense” results in suspending Truth.

It is Truth which allows for the distinction to be made between Reality and unreality, right and wrong, honesty and dishonesty, and the reason is that Truth is the measure of things. It is not only important and valid, It is absolute! It is like light. You bring darkness to it and the light discloses that darkness is not there. You bring illusions to Truth and Truth discloses that they are not there.

Truth is absolutely dominant, and is the measure which, because It is unchangeable, discloses no disease where disease had seemed to be, no misunderstanding where misunderstanding had seemed to be, and life where death had seemed so imminent and real.

There is no post-Truth era, unless one wants a justification for being dishonest, ill, hateful, prejudiced, and on and on. Talk about the
Post-Truth Era enough and you may find others willing to suspend common sense as well, and confirm it—not just as an idea, but as a behavior! But it doesn’t make any of it real, and it does make those joining in it deluded.

In the Post-Truth Era, Truth is not particularly popular or valuable or valued. Personal opinions are. Mutual agreements and mutual disagreements and the negotiations which lie therein are more highly valued than the two-step, the holy instant, the act which asks of Truth, “What is Truth?” and then gives voice to the Voice for Truth.

Truth is what the lie is a substitute for.
Love is what hate is the call for.
And Reality is what illusion is the distortion of.

There is much grief, sadness, anger and disillusionment being felt presently, and the primary reason is that it is demoralizing for the repeated practice of lying, of misrepresentation, of vacillating from one position to another, to be engaged in as though it’s nothing more than a way of communicating—senseless though it might be. It is demoralizing for Truth to be misrepresented as meaningless—or as meaning whatever you choose it to be at any given time.

If you are experiencing these feelings, it means you have taken the bait and are doubting Truth, doubting Its absoluteness, doubting that It is the absolute measure of all things, reporting the presence of God there, there, there, and over there. It means that you have been finessed into the belief that the meaninglessness of Truth is holding sway and may be lost forever. That is dispiriting!

You may feel all alone in your awareness that Truth is still real and valuable, that it is Truth Which gives Meaning to everything, to all that God is being (and He is being All), but you may rest assured that even in your apparent aloneness, you are anchored in Reality, in Sanity, and are being the Measure that those who have suspended common sense—abandoned Truth—will use to make their way back into the conscious experience of what Reality is. Patience and forbearance will see you through.

Personhood or Brotherhood

What will provide you with this patience and forbearance is understanding what causes the loss of the capacity to distinguish Truth from illusion, and it’s quite simple.

In the mutual agreement of two Sons and/or Daughters of God to get a divorce from their Father by choosing to define Creation in their “own” creative ways, they simply substituted “thinking” for “attention.” Instead of being the observing of Creation with the Father and confirming it as the Father’s—performing their Function as co-creators with God—they stopped giving their attention to Creation with Him and began “thinking” of new definitions to apply to the constantly forthcoming manifestation of the Movement of the Mind of God so that they might have the audacity to confirm it as theirs.

What they didn’t realize was that they were establishing a sense of “personhood” that they would have to fill with personal preferences, perspectives and goals which would form a persona—a definition of themselves which they would have to interminably midwife anew into the world, having forgotten that their identity was already forever unchangeably established in the Mind of God. And so it is today.

Put another way, they created egos for themselves and for each other. In this way, instead of providing themselves with incredible freedom of self-expression and authority, they actually adopted an imprisoning form of privacy—an unconsciousness of the infinite perspective which was theirs by Birthright—functioning rather like a black hole, irresistably pulling the experience of Being down into an experience of “becoming,” and therefore one of eternal dissatisfaction. And so it is today.

This irresistable lure to give birth to an ever-improved persona caused the process of creating and negotiating new mutual agreements to become one of pure competition, and the only tools available to be used were the two unexpected elements that came into play at the time of the separation . . . which were Fear and Guilt. And so it is today.

Now, Fear and Guilt, as an everpresent frame of mind, coupled with Fear and Guilt as the only means of accomplishing anything in relationships, is an unnatural condition, and no matter how skillful one may have become in “forcing” a peaceful arrangement of people and things, anger resides just below the surface. One’s divine Sanity remains, whether one is behaving insanely or not, and does not allow for peace when one is insisting upon being a persona—when one is out of his right Mind.

This anger is a wake-up call. It says, “Notice how you’re using your Mind!” It is a call for the holy instant. It is a call for Brotherhood instead of personhood—a call for joining with your fellowman after first joining with the Father and undoing the divorce, the separation. In fact, it must be done for your fellowman, else one is still serving person-hood.

But, when one is caught up in a sense of a private mind, separate and apart from his brother, it’s tricky! The anger is projected out onto the world and his fellowman, and they are the cause of his distress—not him and his poor use of his Mind. Missing the cue, he walks around like a live grenade, ready to blow, but intent on not blowing by using fear and guilt to manipulate everyone and everything by the sheer force of his will.

Although the undercurrent of anger doesn’t keep one from distinguishing Truth from illusion, it causes one to opt for illusion because it seems that is the only thing one can control. But here’s the problem. If the anger is aroused, if there is a rabblerouser or warmonger whose rhetoric inflames one’s anger, discernment becomes impaired, the tares and wheat become indistinguishable, and one trusts the untrustworthy. Anger unchecked causes loss of communication with those who recognize Truth, with those who are trustworthy.

When you understand this, you understand what you can and cannot do, and you don’t attempt the impossible. Those who cannot distinguish Truth from illusion, who have spiraled down from Being to “becoming” and have succumbed to anger motivations, require sober observation and prayer. Healing is needed. But until healing is asked for, until healing is wanted, there is nothing you can do except to watch carefully to see that they bring no harm to either of you.

The rift seen in so many places on your globe represents the prevailing extremity of fear and the incredibly imbalanced ethic of taking care of Number One, and it represents the willingness to override brotherly love for the sake of self-protection.

In the presence of fear aroused to the level of anger—gladly expressed as further division and separation of the Brotherhood, of mankind—it requires the peace-mongers who are not as loud and fiery to stand with patience and forbearance, unmoved in the inner experience of the fact that this is not a Post-Truth Era, that Truth is valid, is important, is not passé, and then share that Knowing which is forthcoming with those who are asking, those who do want to know, those who do want peace, those who are willing to do the work of shifting their allegiance from personhood to Brotherhood.

The Correction of Sickness and Sin

There is an important learning in this: The correction of sin is different from the correction of sickness. Why? Because sin is an act of will, consciously engaged in, while sickness is a belief entertained as a result of the ignorance of Truth. The sick are healed, whereas the sinner is reformed. And the reformation of the sinner is always the evidence of the decision to abandon self-will. This decision cannot be done for the “sinner” by another, while it can be done for the sick by one bearing witness to his divinity.

It may be your clear experience that when you listen for the Voice for Truth on behalf of another there is a change which occurs—healing takes place. And logic may tell you that this must apply to every situation. But when willfulness is exercised for purposes of control and abuse, when dishonesty is practiced for purposes of misleading another for one’s personal gain or to take advantage of him, more is called for than witnessing for the holiness of the one being willful.

There is a reason for the existence of the word “repent.” It is because correction—the healing of the “sinner”—will not be effected by simply loving him as God’s self-expression. It is embodied in the words, “Go, and sin no more.” Reformation—changed behavior as the result of a change of heart and mind—is not only essential to the healing of the sinner, it is the healing. This is why I said, “until healing is asked for, until healing is wanted, there is nothing you can do.” The difference between the sick and the sinning is that the sick want healing, while the sinner wants nothing to interfere with his independent self-centered authority—his persona.

When one loses a sense of distinction between the ego and the Son of God, he must understand that a correction is needed. He must revisit the moment when a grievance became righteous anger, opening a doorway to confusion—shifting from Brotherhood to personhood. When a lie is still being superimposed on the mind of humanity, it is still a time to be vigilant, and the lie is that man has a mind of his own located in his body and supported by the belief that he is a body—the basis of personhood.

You cannot accept the ego as the Son of God. Real change is when you are no longer accepting that the ego is the authorizer and can coexist as the sidekick with the Son of God. The difference between the belief that man is God and the truth that God is all there is to man—the Son of God—must be reckoned with.

The Son of God is not a lie and his innocence is preserved by what the Father is being. Let your prayer be, “I simply would not have it otherwise. Thank you, Father, that wholeness is mine, for me and my brother.”

And the suspension of common sense ends!

Rajpur
Kingston, Washington
January 12, 201


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